Just Give It a Try

The Taylor family lived in a concrete tower block on the outskirts of Manchester. The head of the household, Robert, had been laid off from the factory and now worked as a lorry driver, spending months away on the road. His wife, Margaret, juggled two jobscashier by day, office cleaner by night.

Their eldest daughter, 22-year-old Emily, was the familys pride. Mature beyond her years, shed studied accounting at the local college to start earning quickly and help her parents. Their lives revolved around one goalgetting young Tommy, who showed a knack for maths in primary school, into university. He was their “family project,” their only hope for moving up in the world.

After classes, Emily did part-time bookkeeping for a local businessman, and late at night, when the flat fell quiet, shed open her battered second-hand laptop. She wrote storiestender, wistful tales about people dreaming, loving, and searching for their place in the world. It was her escape from the grind.

One day, her old school friendher one loyal readerconvinced her to submit a story to a writing competition. To her shock, Emily won first prize: a small cash reward and an internship at a regional newspaper in Birmingham.

She decided to tell her parents over dinner, while Tommy did his homework in his room.

“Mum, Dad,” she began, pushing her plate of spaghetti aside. “Ive been offered an internship. At the *Birmingham Post*. Its a month-long. Its a chance.”

“What *Post*?” Robert frowned, rubbing his tired face. “Youve got a steady job with Mr. Thompson. Reliable work.”

“No, Dad, this is different. Ive been writing stories. And someone noticed.”

Margaret stopped washing up. She turned, wiping her hands on her apron.

“Stories?” Her voice was thick with disbelief. “Emily, when did you find the time? You need your restyouve got work! And Tommy needs help with his maths!”

“I know. But this is *my* chance!” Emilys voice trembled. “To do something I love. Just to try!”

“Love?” Robert stood, his shadow swallowing her. “Wholl put food on the table, then? You think Im driving this lorry for fun? You think your mother scrubs floors for the joy of it? No! Its duty! And youre chasing fairytales while Tommys future hangs in the balance? Not until hes at uni. Not a word more about this nonsense.”

“Its not nonsense!” Emily shot up. “Why can Tommy dream of Oxford, but I cant dream of writing?”

“Because *hes* the one wholl provide for a family!” Robert snapped. “*Your* job is to marry well and not shame us! Sitting here scribbling instead of finding a husband!”

The words cut deeper than any slap. Emily stepped back, staring at their exhausted, bitter faces. They didnt see her as a personjust a support, a prop for Tommy. Arguing was pointless.

“Fine,” she whispered. “Fine.”

The next morning, she left almost all her prize money on the kitchen table with a note*For Tommys tutors*and walked out. Just a rucksack with her laptop, a change of clothes, and printed stories.

The internship was unpaidthe papers way of scouting new writers. Churning out articles was nothing like crafting her own tales. Journalism wasnt the creative paradise shed imagined, just another assembly line. But Emily loved it: the people, the buzz, seeing life from a new angle.

City living was expensive. She bunked in a hostel near work and waited tables nights. Days were interviews, deadlines, edits; nights were shifts. She survived on tea and stale sandwiches, running on fumes.

One night, Margaret called. Her voice was hoarse.

“Em Your dads in hospital. His heart. Collapsed at work. Hes beenworrying about you. Are you even eating?”

Emily glanced at her dinnera crusty sandwich. Her chest tightened with guilt and self-pity.

“Im fine, Mum,” she lied. “Hows Tommy?”

“Misses you. Grades slipping. I cant help him”

“Hell manage, Mum. Say hi. And Dad tell him Ill visit soon.”

She didnt. Instead, she sent half her meagre wages home, keeping just enough to scrape by. Hard? Yes. But with the struggle came freedom. New stories blossomed in her mind, and she wrote nearly every night.

Her latest was picked up by a youth magazine. They paid pennies, but when Emily saw her name in print, she wept at the newsstand.

Six months later, the paper hired her full-time. She rented a tiny bedsit with a leaky ceiling and felt like the luckiest person alive.

Then Tommy showed up. Taller, sullen.

“Em,” he said, lingering at the door. “Im not going to uni.”

She froze.

“What? But you”

“Culinary college. To be a chef. Mum and Dad are losing it.” His voice was bitter. “Know why? Because I *hate* maths. Always wanted to cook. Was too scared to say it till you left.”

He walked off. In that moment, Emily realised her escape hadnt just saved herit gave Tommy the courage to defy the unbreakable plan.

***

A year later, a letter arrived from Robert. Scrawled in pencil on lined paper.

*Lass. Mum says youre in the papers now. Saw your name in a mag at a motorway café. Told the ladsmy girl, that. They laughed. Stay strong. Miss you. Dad.*

Emily read it a dozen times. Not forgivenessacknowledgement. Proof she existed. That her voice mattered.

She stepped onto her damp balcony. Rain fell. The roof leaked, neighbours argued, but as she gazed at the wet rooftops of her new city, she knewthis life, with all its hardship and guilt, was *hers*. No longer just a function, a prop. She was Emily. A writer. The author of her own story.

And that was everything.

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Just Give It a Try
Jag är 66 år och har sedan januari bott tillsammans med en 15-årig flicka som inte är min dotter – hon är dotter till min granne, som gick bort bara några dagar före nyår. De bodde ensamma i en liten hyreslägenhet tre hus från mig: ett rum, en säng för två, ett litet kök och ett bord som både användes till mat, läxor och arbete. De saknade lyx och bekvämligheter, hade bara det allra nödvändigaste. Flickans mamma var sjuk i flera år men arbetade ändå varje dag; jag sålde katalogprodukter och levererade dem hem till folk, och när det inte räckte ställde hon upp ett litet stånd utanför huset och sålde piroger, havrefrukost och juice. Flickan hjälpte henne alltid efter skolan – lagade, sålde, städade. Jag såg dem ofta plocka ihop sent på kvällen, trötta, räkna mynt för att se om det skulle räcka till nästa dag. Mammans stolthet och arbetsamhet var stor – aldrig bad hon om hjälp. När jag kunde köpte jag mat eller kom med en lagad måltid, alltid försiktigt för att inte genera henne. Jag såg aldrig några gäster hos dem, inga släktingar kom. Flickan växte upp ensam med sin mamma, lärde sig tidigt att hjälpa till, att klara sig med det som fanns, att inte kräva något. När jag nu ser tillbaka undrar jag ibland om jag borde ha insisterat mer på att hjälpa, men jag respekterade gränsen hon satt upp. Hennes mammas bortgång kom plötsligt. En dag var hon på jobbet, några dagar senare var hon borta. Inga släktingar hörde av sig, inget långt farväl. Flickan blev ensam kvar i lägenheten, med hyra och räkningar och skolstart som närmade sig. Jag minns hennes ansikte då – hon gick otåligt fram och tillbaka, rädd att hamna på gatan, osäker på om någon skulle ta hand om henne eller skicka henne iväg någonstans. Då beslöt jag att ta henne hem till mig. Ingen stor diskussion, bara orden: Du kan bo hos mig. Hon packade det lilla hon hade i några påsar och kom. Vi stängde lägenheten och kontaktade hyresvärden som förstod situationen. Nu bor hon hos mig, inte som en börda och inte heller som någon som förväntar sig att allt ska göras åt henne. Vi delar på sysslorna: jag lagar mat och organiserar, hon städar, diskar, bäddar, sopar och håller ordning i gemensamma utrymmen. Inga skrik eller order, allt pratas igenom. Jag står för hennes utgifter: kläder, skolböcker, tillbehör, mellanmål. Skolan ligger två kvarter bort. Det har blivit ekonomiskt tuffare för mig, men jag föredrar det framför att låta henne vara ensam och otrygg, med samma osäkerhet som hon levt med vid sin sjuka mammas sida. Hon har ingen annan. Jag har inga barn som bor hos mig. Jag tror att vem som helst skulle göra som jag. Vad tycker ni om min berättelse?