You belong to me. I paid for you, do you understand? So shut your mouth!
I cant and wont be second best. Russell, Im tired of being the other woman! When are you going to divorce her? You promised, didnt you? Russell, do our feelings mean nothing to you? You said yourself theres nothing keeping you with your wife! Im giving you an ultimatum: divorce her, or Im leaving!
***
Eleanor stood by the window of her rented bedsit, watching the wind chase an empty crisp packet around the courtyard below. The sight offered little comfortabout as bleak as her own thoughts of late. Behind her, she heard the groan of old bedspringsKeith was waking up.
Want a cup of tea? he croaked.
Alright, she said, not turning round. She didnt want to face those crumpled features, that apologetic gaze, those hunched shoulders. Keith was decent, kind, but his goodness didnt fill the fridge, nor swell her bank account with pounds.
Eleanor pressed her forehead against the cool windowpane. Her phone buzzed in the pocket of her faded dressing gown. She already knew who it was. Russell. The man who had offered her everything shed ever dreamed ofmaybe even more. The man who had turned her life into a fairy tale and then, just as quickly, a gilded cage.
***
Being the eldest in a large family in England was not an accolade; it was a sentence. A lifelong badge. More like a heavy satchel of bricks slung onto your back at the age of five, with the words, Youre strong, you can manage, for comfort.
Eleanor loathed that wordstrong. Her father liked to say it when she, just ten, scrubbed stairwells for a few spare coins to buy herself an ice cream that hed never allow. He was an odd charactersharp witted, clever with his handsbut something inside him had broken years ago. Hed picked the sofa, the telly, and the right to bark orders.
Wheres your money? hed growl whenever Eleanor, by then a teenager, tried to hide a crisp note her nan had given her.
Its for my exercise books! shed snap back.
The slap always came out of nowhere. Heavy hand across her cheek, making her see stars. Eleanor didnt cry. Shed learned youngit only excited the beast. She just stood there, fists clenched so tightly her nails drew blood against her palms.
Dont you dare,” shed mutter. “Dont dare touch me.
Once, at twelve, he raised a chair at her. Her mother cowered in the corner as usual, sheltering her younger siblings. Eleanor did not step back. She grabbed a hefty mug from the table.
Go on then, she said quietly, eyes fixed on the bridge of his nose. Im not afraid of you.
He lowered the chair that day, spat on the floor, and stalked out for a smoke on the balcony. That night, Eleanor swore to herself shed leave. Shed gnaw her way into another lifeone in which no one, ever again, told her what she could or couldnt do.
She worked like a woman possessed. Maths and science college at the other end of town? No problem. Up at five every morning, shivering on drafty buses, catching up on lost sleep while going to school. Marks matteredresults were everything. She knew knowledge was the only currency shed ever have.
Her parents said nothing. No well done, no pride. When she brought home a certificate for winning the regional competition, her father only grumbled, Better youd helped your mother with the potatoes.
At school, she was respected but kept at arms length. She was too sharp, too driven. And then came sixth form, when Eleanor finally realised brains were not the only currency.
Look, her jumpers all bobbly, whispered one classmate, the solicitors daughter. Must be charity shop stuff.
Eleanor heard, held her spine straight, chin high, and marched right past. But inside, she burned. She hated them. Their new iPhones, their parental chauffeurs, their easy belief that the world was theirs by birthright.
Ill get a scholarship, she vowed. You lot will pay. And I will beat you all.
And so she did. The best engineering university in the country. A full grant. Victory.
When the acceptance lists were posted, Eleanor screamed into her pillow in the night so as not to wake her siblings. Shed done it. She was out.
***
London greeted her with noise, dust, and indifference. The student halls were a nightmare: cockroaches, always-drunk neighbours, music until dawn, and a constant whiff of fried fish in the corridors.
Whats with the long face? her flatmate Joanna asked, heavy with thick makeup. Come to the club with us, lads are paying for drinks!
I need to study, Eleanor replied, stacking her books on the wonky table.
Suit yourself. Unis not the be-all and end-all, you know. But your youth slips by.
Eleanor saw Joannas point, in a way. Joanna lived for the moment; Eleanor mapped out her life in five-year plans. But her plans wore thin against reality. Her grant barely covered tube fare and pasta. And outside, life blossomed all around. In the shopping centre, just trying to warm up, she watched glamorous women drift pastfresh, perfumed, never glancing at price tags.
Catching her own reflection in a windowa battered coat, worn-out boots, an exhausted faceshe thought: I deserve more than this.
And it seemed the universe, or perhaps the devil himself, was listening.
With train tickets sold out, she was forced to buy the last seat in a shared compartment to go home for the holidays. At the last minute, her seat was upgraded to a private carriage.
Lucky day, young lady, the conductor winked. Travelling in style.
Her fellow passenger was a man in his forties. Fine suit, laptop open, a faint aroma of quality tobacco and leather.
Russell, he said, his baritone voice one used to giving orders.
Eleanor.
Conversation blossomed, starting with the mundane and soon, without noticing, Eleanor had told him everythingher father, the poverty, her hopes to study abroad, her fear of being alone in a vast city with nothing in her pocket.
He listened carefully, hands folded, dark clever eyes seeming to see through her.
Youre beautiful, Eleanor, he murmured. You have… breeding. Thats rare these days.
She blushed.
Thank you.
Do you need help? A job, maybe?
Im studying. Full time. No time for work.
I can help, he said, handing over a business card. I have a chain of shops. And connections. Call me.
Her fingers trembled as she stuffed the card away.
***
She called him a week later.
Russell was true to his word. Soon she was working in a friends office, pushing papers and earning more than shed ever imagined.
But that was only the beginning.
You need to dress the part, he said one day, passing her an envelope. Buy something decent.
I cant take this.
Youre not taking itits an investment.
He could be persuasive. Eleanor accepted. Then came the dinners at fine restaurants, flowers delivered to her hall (her flatmates all but green with envy), a car with driver to pick her up in the rain.
Eleanor fell in love. Utterly. Like a cat enchanted.
Russell was everything her father had never been: strong, generous, confident. He solved problems with a single phone call. He swept her along in his arms.
Youre my little girl, he murmured into her hair. My princess.
It took time for her to realise he was married. But by then, she was in too deep.
My wife and I have been strangers for years, Russell would claim, avoiding her gaze. We only stay together for the children. Complicated business, complicated divorce. Just wait, darling. Ill sort everything.
And so, Eleanor waited.
She endured the fallout when Russells wife discovered the affair and turned up at her university. Eleanor was expelled. Russell promptly enrolled her into a posher college, all fees paid.
Dont look back, he told her. Youre under my protection now.
She endured the secrecy, the lonely holidays as he spent Christmas with his family.
And then she fell pregnant.
Staring at the two lines on the test, Eleanor wept tears of joy. This would change everythingnow, for certain, he would leave his wife. Theyd be together.
Russell arrived an hour later, jaw set.
Eleanor, are you out of your mind? His voice was cold as a February frost. A baby? Youre nineteen. Youve got your whole future. A career ahead of you.
But I want
I said no. Not now.
He took her to the best private clinic. A quiet room, polite, efficient doctors. It was over quickly, no physical painbut inside, something snapped.
You did the right thing, he soothed afterwards, stroking her hand. Well have a family. Later. When youre established.
After that day, Eleanor changed. The naive girl was left in that white room. In her place emerged a womancalm, calculating.
She started accepting everything from him: English lessons? Yes. Exclusive gym membership? Of course. London facialist, personal stylist, solo holidays by the coast (while Russell was ‘working’). She was shaping herself into someone flawless.
She helped her familysent money home, bought new appliances. Her fathers angry calls became pleading:
Love, the cars on its last legscould you spare something?
She did. Eleanor liked feeling in control.
But love drained away, one drop after another. Russell became possessive, always checking up on her, restricting her friends.
You belong to me, he said. No longer as a term of endearment, but a threat.
Im not a piece of property, Russell.
You ARE mine. I made you. Without me youre nothing. Youd be back with cockroaches in student halls.
Three years. Three years in a golden cage.
Im leaving, she said one evening.
He laughed.
To go where? On the game? Or back to your mother and her poky flat?
Ill find a job. On my own.
Go on, try.
He was convinced shed crawl back inside a week. But Eleanor didnt.
***
The first months were hell. Gone was the luxury. She was back in a rented flat on the wrong side of town, living on instant noodles and the Underground. But she pressed on. A solid degree, impeccable English, andmore than thata backbone of steel. She landed a junior job with an international logistics company. It was entry-level, but with promise.
There she met Keith.
He was ordinary, cheerful, drove an ancient Mondeo, always in jeans and T-shirts. Life with him was easylong walks, park benches, sharing greasy chips, never worrying about which fork to use. At first, it felt like liberation. No-one controlling her, no one making demands.
But the honeymoon wore off. Routine crept in.
Keith, we need to pay rent, Eleanor would remind.
Yeah, love. Waiting for payday. Can you cover it for now?
Again?
Keith was an engineer for a small firm. Never aimed high. No ambitions, no drive. Evenings meant computer games or the pub.
You should push yourself, Eleanor urged him. Take a course, do something with yourself.
Why bother? Weve enough to get by. All that matters is were together.
Eleanor fumed. She was used to another tempo. Another set of standards.
Now, standing at the window, she wrestled with her thoughts.
The phone buzzed again.
Darling, stop acting up. Ive booked us a trip to Mauritius. We leave Friday. Im divorced.
That last part sent a jolt through her. Divorced? Was it true?
Eleanor, whats up? Keith approached, arms around her.
She shrugged him off.
Nothing. Works stressful.
Forget it. Fancy the pictures tonight? That new action films out.
I’ve got courses tonight, Keith. My exams in two monthsI havent time for cinemas.
He took it badly.
Youre changing. Only work matters to you. What about a real home? Kids?
Kids. The word carved open an old wound.
You can’t just have children, Keith. You need a foundation: a flat, a car, proper savings. Not a rented box room and debts!
There you go againalways about money.
He stomped off to the kitchen.
Eleanor slumped on the sofa. She had a choice:
Russell. Financial security. Status. A chance to rescue her family. Hed promised a business of her own. But it would be the same cage. Hed scrutinise every penny, grow more possessive, try to own her completely.
Keith. Freedom. The idea that love is enough. Except it wasnt enoughthe roof leaked, and Keith wouldnt mend it. Shed end up carrying all the weight. She was tired of being the strong one.
Im divorced.
She picked up the phone, finger hovering over ‘Reply’.
***
She agreed to meet Russell. In the restaurant where, once, theyd celebrated their first year together.
Russell was as dapper as ever, golden-skinned, fit, a velvet box lying on the table before him.
I knew youd come, he smiled that predatory smile. Youre clever, Eleanor.
Are you really divorced?
Its in motion. Shes making trouble, trying for half the business, but my solicitors will sort it. The key thing isus. Well be together now.
He opened the box. The ring glittered, an immense diamonda fortune.
Marry me, Eleanor. Ill give you everything. Flat, car, the life youve always wanted. No need to work for someone else. Your place is beside melighting up my world.
The stone was beautifulcold, hard, perfect.
And if I want to work? she asked. If I want a career?
Russell covered her hand with his. Heavy, possessive.
Why, darling? With me, youll want for nothing. Just be beautiful and love me.
In that instant, Eleanor saw the truth. Nothing had changed. He didnt recognise her as a real personjust as a trophy, something special to display, to lock away when bored.
Her mind flew backher father: Wheres the money? Keith: Spot you till payday?
Theyd all wanted something. Obedience. Comfort. Ownership.
But what did she want?
She looked at Russell anew. Saw, for the first time, the lines at his eyes, the sagging skin at his neck, the glint of fear in his pupils. Fear of age. Fear of loneliness. Trying to buy her youth to feel alive.
No, Eleanor said.
Russell froze, the smile sliding from his lips.
What? Playing for more?
No. Im just saying no.
She stood.
Youll regret this, he snapped, voice pitched up thin and shrill. Youll rot in poverty! Youre nothing without me!
Im Eleanor. And I built myself.
She strode out of the restaurant, head high, not looking back. Her heart pounded, but a strange lightness filled her chest.
***
Rain fell softly outside. Eleanor drew a deep breath of the chilly air. Her phone rang again. Not Russell. Not Keith. An unfamiliar number.
Hello? Miss Taylor?
Yes?
This is the HR Director at Global Logistics. Weve reviewed your CV and exam; your English and analysis skills are outstanding. Wed love to offer you the position of Regional Manager. The salary is…
The figure she heard stopped her in her tracks. It was more than Russell had ever given her as pocket money. Much more.
Do you accept?
Yes, she breathed. Yes, I do.
Wonderful. Well see you Monday.
She hung up, laughing aloud. Passersby turned, but she didnt care. Shed done it. Alone.
That night, she came home. Keith was sprawled on the sofa with his laptop.
Oh, youre back. Any chance of some food?
She looked at him, calm, no longer angry. Just as youd look at old furnituresomething well past its use.
Keith, we need to talk.
What now?
Im moving out.
He sat up, confused. What? Where? Back to that sugar daddy of yours?
No. To my own life. You… you can stay. Its enough for you, after all.
She packed in less than an hour. Keith tried shouting, pleading, even weeping. But Eleanor was immovable.
***
Six months later, Eleanor sat in her glass-walled office, twenty floors above the cityit now hers for the taking. The tablet hummed with notifications. The newsfeed flickered.
“Scandal: Prominent businessman Russell K. declared bankrupt. Former wife wins 70% of assets. Remaining accounts frozen amid inquiry…”
Eleanor smiled and swiped the story away. Karma always circles back.
The door opened. In came a young manMaxwell, her new analyst. Bright, ambitiousand, she suspected, hoping to see her as more than just his boss.
Miss Taylor? The team from China are here for the meeting.
Thank you, Maxwell. Lets begin.
She stood, smoothing her tailored jacket, catching her own reflection in the glass.
I kept my promise, she whispered to the little girl who long ago scrubbed stairs and vowed no one would ever own her again.
She strode into the corridor, heels clicking, sure, free, happy. Her real life had only just begunand now, she wrote the rules herself.





