“You Belong to Me! I Bought You, Got It?! So Shut That Mouth!” / “I Refuse to Be Your Secret. Ruslan, I’m Tired of Being the Other Woman! When Will You Divorce? You Promised! Don’t Our Feelings Mean Anything to You? You Said Your Marriage Was Over – Well, I’m Done Waiting: Either You Divorce, or I’m Gone!” *** Alina stood at the window of her rented studio flat, watching the wind chase an empty plastic bottle around the drab London courtyard—just as grim as her thoughts these last weeks. Behind her, the battered sofa squeaked—Kieran was awake. “Want a cuppa?” he croaked. “Yeah,” she replied, not turning around. She didn’t want to see his crumpled face or hunched, apologetic shoulders. Kieran was kind, yes, but kindness didn’t fill the fridge or add zeros to a bank balance. Her mobile vibrated in her dressing gown pocket—she knew who it was. Russell. The man who’d offered her every dream, and then gilded her in a golden cage. *** Being the eldest in a big British family isn’t a badge—it’s a sentence. It’s a rucksack full of bricks strapped to your back at five: “Here, you’re strong, carry it.” Alina loathed that word. “Strong.” Her dad, that odd bloke, used to parrot it whenever she, at ten, scrubbed the council stairwell for pennies—pennies he’d never give her for an ice cream. He could’ve been anything, smart enough, but something snapped inside him early. He chose the sofa, telly, and barking orders. “Where’s the money?” he’d snarl when teenage Alina tried to stash away a fiver from Nana. “It’s for my exercise books!” she’d snap. The backhand always landed sharp, always unexpected. She never cried—tears just encouraged the predator. She learned early: clench your fists until your nails draw blood. “Don’t you dare touch me,” she’d whisper. At twelve, he once lifted a chair at her. Mum shrank into a corner, shielding the little ones. Alina grabbed the heavy mug. “Go on, then,” she said in a quiet, steady voice, eyes locked on his. “I’m not scared.” Dad set the chair down, spat, and slouched off for a fag. But Alina swore: she’d get out, claw herself a life where nobody—nobody—could ever tell her what to do. So she studied like a woman possessed. Science college across London? No problem. 5AM buses, shivering, sleeping standing up—whatever. Grades were currency, knowledge the only coin she had. Mum and dad said nothing. Not a “well done,” not “we’re proud.” When she brought home her first-place certificate, dad just muttered: “You’d be more use peeling spuds for your mum.” At school, she earned respect, but kept her distance—too sharp, too driven. Then came college. There, Alina learned that brains alone weren’t enough. “Look at her bobbly jumper,” one posh classmate whispered. “Must be from the charity shop.” Alina heard. She straightened her back, chin high, and marched past. But inside, she burned. She hated their iPhones, their confidence, their sense of entitlement. “I’ll get a place for free,” she vowed. “You’ll pay, and I’ll beat you.” And she did. Top UK university. Scholarship. Victory. She screamed into her pillow so as not to wake her little brothers. She’d made it out. *** The capital greeted her with noise, grime, and indifference. The halls of residence were hell on earth—cockroaches, drunk neighbours, thumping bass, fried fish stench permeating every corridor. “Why so glum?” asked her makeup-caked roommate, Jess. “We’re heading clubbing, lads are buying drinks.” “I have to study,” Alina muttered, arranging books on a wobbly desk. “Boring. You don’t want to blink and miss your youth.” Jess had a point, in her own way. Jess lived for now. Alina plotted five years ahead. But plans crumbled against reality—her grant barely covered the bus and pasta. Meanwhile, the world bustled. She wandered into a Westfield just to warm up—eyeing girls her age: poised, polished, wafting perfume, buying without looking at price tags. Alina saw herself in a shop window—second-hand coat, battered boots, tired face. She was 18, but looked 30. “This can’t be my life,” she whispered. And the universe heard. Or maybe the devil fancied a joke. She needed to get home for the break—no train seats left except for the stuffy, crowded carriage. But at the last minute, they shifted her to first class. “Lucky you!” winked the train attendant. Her neighbour was a man in his forties: classy suit, laptop, expensive aftershave. “I’m Russell,” he said—a dark voice, used to giving orders. “Alina.” Chat was easy: weather, travel—then deeper. Before she knew it, she’d poured it all out: about dad, about being skint, about dreams of grad school and the fear of being alone in London with nothing. Russell listened. Didn’t interrupt. His dark eyes seemed to see through her. “You’re beautiful, Alina. You’ve got class—rare these days.” She blushed. “Thanks.” “Need some help? A job?” “I’m full-time at uni. No time.” “I can help,” he said, handing her a card. “I own shops. And I know people. Call me.” Alina’s hands shook as she took it. *** She called him a week later. Russell didn’t lie—he landed her with one of his contacts: an easy office job for more money than she’d ever imagined. But it was only the start. “You need to dress appropriately,” he once said, handing her an envelope. “Buy yourself something decent.” “I can’t take this.” “Take it. It’s not a gift. It’s an investment.” He always won arguments. Alina took it. Then came dinners in posh restaurants, flowers couriered to her (flatmates fuming with envy), a car and driver on rainy days. She fell, madly—like a kitten. Russell was everything her dad was not: strong, generous, decisive. He sorted crises with a phone call. He spoilt her. “You’re my special girl,” he’d whisper, holding her tight. “My princess.” That he was married? She didn’t learn until it was too late. “My wife and I are long over,” Russell would say, eyes averted. “We’re just together for the kids. Messy business split. Give me time, love. I’ll sort it.” And she waited. She waited even when his wife found out and made a scene at her uni—Alina got expelled. Russell immediately transferred her to a pricier, even more prestigious university. Covered it all. “Forget them,” he said. “You’re under my protection now.” She waited those lonely holidays whilst he was home with his family. And then, she fell pregnant. Two blue lines, and she wept with joy. Surely now he’d leave his wife—surely now they’d be together? Russell turned up within the hour, face set in stone. “Alina, have you lost your mind? A baby—now? You’re only nineteen. Uni, career—for god’s sake.” “But I—” “I said no. Now isn’t the time.” He drove her to the best private clinic. Soft voices, brisk nurses. It was over quickly—physically, at least. Inside, something snapped. “You did the right thing,” Russell reassured, stroking her hand. “We’ll have kids—later. When you’re ready.” Alina changed. The naive girl was left behind in that surgery. Now she was cold, calculating. She took all Russell offered—English lessons, gym memberships, stylists, beach breaks (solo, while he “worked”). She sculpted herself into perfection. She helped her parents—sending money, buying appliances. Dad stopped shouting, started asking. “Love, the car’s got bald tyres—can you help?” She could. It felt good, this power. But love dripped away. Russell grew ever more possessive—checking her phone, forbidding girlfriends. “You belong to me,” he’d say—only now it sounded like a threat. “I’m not a possession, Russell.” “Oh yes you are. I made you. Without me, you’re nothing. Back to your old dump with the cockroaches.” Three years. Three years in a gilded cage. “I’m leaving,” she finally told him. He laughed. “Where to? The streets? Back to mummy’s council house?” “I’ll get a job. Alone.” “Go on, then.” He thought she’d crawl back within a week. She didn’t. *** The first months were hell. From luxury to a rental in Zone Four, porridge and the Tube. But she never quit. A first-class degree, flawless English, and—above all—grit made all the difference. Alina landed an entry-level job in a big logistics firm—and prospects. That’s where she met Kieran. Normal, funny, battered old Ford, jeans and T-shirts—he was so easy. Pizza on a park bench, no need for airs and graces. They moved in together. For a while, it was heaven: freedom! No one watching, no one controlling. Euphoria faded—routine crept in. “Kier, rent’s due,” she’d remind. “Yeah, love. Payday’s late—can you sort it this time?” “Again?” Kieran worked as an engineer—no ambitions, no spark. Evenings meant video games or the pub with mates. “You should push yourself,” said Alina. “Learn something new.” “Why? I’m happy. You’ll never earn all the money in the world. Main thing—we’re together.” It drove her mad—she craved a different pace, a different life. Now, standing at the window, her phone buzzed. “Babe, stop all this. I’ve bought tickets to the Maldives, flying Friday. I’m divorced.” Divorced? Could it be true? “Ali, you alright?” Kieran hugged her from behind. She shrugged him off. “Just work stress.” “Forget it. Fancy a film tonight? That new Hollywood blockbuster’s out.” “I’ve got an exam in two months, Kieran. Can’t waste time on films.” He withdrew sulking. “You’ve gone all uptight. All you care about is your job. What about us, about having kids?” Kids. The word stung old wounds. “You want kids? We need a home, car, money—not just a dump and overdrafts!” “And here we go—money, money, money.” He stomped off. Alina sat, staring at her phone—Russell, or freedom? Russell: cash, status, family security, her own business—but a cage, and endless control. Kieran: freedom, love-in-a-bedsit, but she’d end up dragging him and their life alone. “I’m divorced.” She hovered over “reply.” *** She agreed to meet. At the Mayfair restaurant where they’d once celebrated a year. Russell: tan, sharp suit, charisma. On the table: a velvet ring box. “I knew you’d come back,” he said with that predator’s smile. “You’re clever.” “Is it true? You’re divorced?” “It’s happening. My wife’s making trouble, wants half my company, but my lawyers will win. The main thing—we’ll be together.” He opened the box—inside, a diamond ring big enough to be a down payment on a flat. “Marry me, Alina. I’ll give you everything: home, car, the life you deserve. You shouldn’t work for anyone but yourself. Be by my side—my world’s centre.” She looked at the diamond—beautiful, cold, impenetrable. “What if I want a career? What if I want to work and achieve my dreams?” Russell covered her hand, heavy and warm. “Why, darling? I’ll take care of everything. Your only job is to be gorgeous and love me.” In that moment, Alina finally saw the truth. He still didn’t see her as a person—just a trophy, a glamorous doll for the display case. She remembered her father: “Where’s the money?” Kieran: “Can you cover until payday?” They all wanted something. Obedience, convenience, ownership. But what did she want? Alina looked Russell in the eye—now, for the first time, she saw his wrinkles, the loose skin at his neck, the fear in his gaze. He wanted to buy youth to fend off loneliness and age. “No,” she said. Russell froze, smile melting. “What? Playing hard to get?” “No,” she replied calmly. “Just… no.” She stood up. “You’ll regret this,” he hissed. “You’ll rot in poverty! You’re nothing without me!” “I’m Alina. I made myself.” She walked out, heart pounding—but lighter than air. *** Rain was falling. Alina breathed deeply, letting the cool London air fill her lungs. The mobile rang. Unknown number. “Hello? Miss Allen?” “Yes?” “This is HR at Global Logistics Ltd. We reviewed your application. Your English and analytical skills are outstanding. We’d like to offer you the role as Regional Head. Salary package is—” The number stopped her dead in her tracks. More than Russell ever gave her “for treats.” Much more. “Do you accept?” “Yes,” she managed. “Yes, I do!” “Brilliant. Start Monday.” Alina hung up and laughed—a wild, triumphant laugh. Commuters glanced, but she didn’t care. She’d done it. Alone. That night at home, Kieran lounged, laptop on his lap. “Oh, hey. Anything to eat?” She looked at him—calm, detached. As you might a threadbare sofa, ready for the skip. “Kieran, we need to talk.” “What now?” “I’m moving out.” He blinked. “To your sugar daddy, then?” “No. To my new life. You stay—if you’re ‘happy as you are.’” She packed in an hour. Kieran pleaded, sulked, cried—even shouted. But Alina was made of iron. *** Six months later, Alina sat in her 20th-floor Canary Wharf office. Floor-to-ceiling windows. The city that once intimidated her now lay at her feet. Her tablet pinged: news. “Disgraced businessman Russell K. declared bankrupt—ex-wife wins 70% of assets in court; remaining funds frozen over fraud allegations…” Alina smirked. Karma always comes back. The door opened—Max, her ambitious young analyst. “Miss Allen, the partners from Shanghai have arrived. Shall we start?” “Let’s,” she replied, adjusting her perfectly tailored blazer. Alina remembered the little girl scrubbing council stairs, promising herself that nobody would ever boss her again. “I kept my promise,” she whispered to her reflection. She strode into the corridor—heels clicking, head high. Confident. Free. Happy. Her life was just beginning. And this time, Alina wrote the rules.

You belong to me. I paid for you, do you understand? So shut your mouth!
I cant and wont be second best. Russell, Im tired of being the other woman! When are you going to divorce her? You promised, didnt you? Russell, do our feelings mean nothing to you? You said yourself theres nothing keeping you with your wife! Im giving you an ultimatum: divorce her, or Im leaving!

***
Eleanor stood by the window of her rented bedsit, watching the wind chase an empty crisp packet around the courtyard below. The sight offered little comfortabout as bleak as her own thoughts of late. Behind her, she heard the groan of old bedspringsKeith was waking up.

Want a cup of tea? he croaked.

Alright, she said, not turning round. She didnt want to face those crumpled features, that apologetic gaze, those hunched shoulders. Keith was decent, kind, but his goodness didnt fill the fridge, nor swell her bank account with pounds.

Eleanor pressed her forehead against the cool windowpane. Her phone buzzed in the pocket of her faded dressing gown. She already knew who it was. Russell. The man who had offered her everything shed ever dreamed ofmaybe even more. The man who had turned her life into a fairy tale and then, just as quickly, a gilded cage.

***
Being the eldest in a large family in England was not an accolade; it was a sentence. A lifelong badge. More like a heavy satchel of bricks slung onto your back at the age of five, with the words, Youre strong, you can manage, for comfort.

Eleanor loathed that wordstrong. Her father liked to say it when she, just ten, scrubbed stairwells for a few spare coins to buy herself an ice cream that hed never allow. He was an odd charactersharp witted, clever with his handsbut something inside him had broken years ago. Hed picked the sofa, the telly, and the right to bark orders.

Wheres your money? hed growl whenever Eleanor, by then a teenager, tried to hide a crisp note her nan had given her.

Its for my exercise books! shed snap back.

The slap always came out of nowhere. Heavy hand across her cheek, making her see stars. Eleanor didnt cry. Shed learned youngit only excited the beast. She just stood there, fists clenched so tightly her nails drew blood against her palms.

Dont you dare,” shed mutter. “Dont dare touch me.

Once, at twelve, he raised a chair at her. Her mother cowered in the corner as usual, sheltering her younger siblings. Eleanor did not step back. She grabbed a hefty mug from the table.

Go on then, she said quietly, eyes fixed on the bridge of his nose. Im not afraid of you.

He lowered the chair that day, spat on the floor, and stalked out for a smoke on the balcony. That night, Eleanor swore to herself shed leave. Shed gnaw her way into another lifeone in which no one, ever again, told her what she could or couldnt do.

She worked like a woman possessed. Maths and science college at the other end of town? No problem. Up at five every morning, shivering on drafty buses, catching up on lost sleep while going to school. Marks matteredresults were everything. She knew knowledge was the only currency shed ever have.

Her parents said nothing. No well done, no pride. When she brought home a certificate for winning the regional competition, her father only grumbled, Better youd helped your mother with the potatoes.

At school, she was respected but kept at arms length. She was too sharp, too driven. And then came sixth form, when Eleanor finally realised brains were not the only currency.

Look, her jumpers all bobbly, whispered one classmate, the solicitors daughter. Must be charity shop stuff.

Eleanor heard, held her spine straight, chin high, and marched right past. But inside, she burned. She hated them. Their new iPhones, their parental chauffeurs, their easy belief that the world was theirs by birthright.

Ill get a scholarship, she vowed. You lot will pay. And I will beat you all.

And so she did. The best engineering university in the country. A full grant. Victory.

When the acceptance lists were posted, Eleanor screamed into her pillow in the night so as not to wake her siblings. Shed done it. She was out.

***
London greeted her with noise, dust, and indifference. The student halls were a nightmare: cockroaches, always-drunk neighbours, music until dawn, and a constant whiff of fried fish in the corridors.

Whats with the long face? her flatmate Joanna asked, heavy with thick makeup. Come to the club with us, lads are paying for drinks!

I need to study, Eleanor replied, stacking her books on the wonky table.

Suit yourself. Unis not the be-all and end-all, you know. But your youth slips by.

Eleanor saw Joannas point, in a way. Joanna lived for the moment; Eleanor mapped out her life in five-year plans. But her plans wore thin against reality. Her grant barely covered tube fare and pasta. And outside, life blossomed all around. In the shopping centre, just trying to warm up, she watched glamorous women drift pastfresh, perfumed, never glancing at price tags.

Catching her own reflection in a windowa battered coat, worn-out boots, an exhausted faceshe thought: I deserve more than this.

And it seemed the universe, or perhaps the devil himself, was listening.

With train tickets sold out, she was forced to buy the last seat in a shared compartment to go home for the holidays. At the last minute, her seat was upgraded to a private carriage.

Lucky day, young lady, the conductor winked. Travelling in style.

Her fellow passenger was a man in his forties. Fine suit, laptop open, a faint aroma of quality tobacco and leather.

Russell, he said, his baritone voice one used to giving orders.

Eleanor.

Conversation blossomed, starting with the mundane and soon, without noticing, Eleanor had told him everythingher father, the poverty, her hopes to study abroad, her fear of being alone in a vast city with nothing in her pocket.

He listened carefully, hands folded, dark clever eyes seeming to see through her.

Youre beautiful, Eleanor, he murmured. You have… breeding. Thats rare these days.

She blushed.

Thank you.

Do you need help? A job, maybe?

Im studying. Full time. No time for work.

I can help, he said, handing over a business card. I have a chain of shops. And connections. Call me.

Her fingers trembled as she stuffed the card away.

***
She called him a week later.

Russell was true to his word. Soon she was working in a friends office, pushing papers and earning more than shed ever imagined.

But that was only the beginning.

You need to dress the part, he said one day, passing her an envelope. Buy something decent.

I cant take this.

Youre not taking itits an investment.

He could be persuasive. Eleanor accepted. Then came the dinners at fine restaurants, flowers delivered to her hall (her flatmates all but green with envy), a car with driver to pick her up in the rain.

Eleanor fell in love. Utterly. Like a cat enchanted.

Russell was everything her father had never been: strong, generous, confident. He solved problems with a single phone call. He swept her along in his arms.

Youre my little girl, he murmured into her hair. My princess.

It took time for her to realise he was married. But by then, she was in too deep.

My wife and I have been strangers for years, Russell would claim, avoiding her gaze. We only stay together for the children. Complicated business, complicated divorce. Just wait, darling. Ill sort everything.

And so, Eleanor waited.

She endured the fallout when Russells wife discovered the affair and turned up at her university. Eleanor was expelled. Russell promptly enrolled her into a posher college, all fees paid.

Dont look back, he told her. Youre under my protection now.

She endured the secrecy, the lonely holidays as he spent Christmas with his family.

And then she fell pregnant.

Staring at the two lines on the test, Eleanor wept tears of joy. This would change everythingnow, for certain, he would leave his wife. Theyd be together.

Russell arrived an hour later, jaw set.

Eleanor, are you out of your mind? His voice was cold as a February frost. A baby? Youre nineteen. Youve got your whole future. A career ahead of you.

But I want

I said no. Not now.

He took her to the best private clinic. A quiet room, polite, efficient doctors. It was over quickly, no physical painbut inside, something snapped.

You did the right thing, he soothed afterwards, stroking her hand. Well have a family. Later. When youre established.

After that day, Eleanor changed. The naive girl was left in that white room. In her place emerged a womancalm, calculating.

She started accepting everything from him: English lessons? Yes. Exclusive gym membership? Of course. London facialist, personal stylist, solo holidays by the coast (while Russell was ‘working’). She was shaping herself into someone flawless.

She helped her familysent money home, bought new appliances. Her fathers angry calls became pleading:

Love, the cars on its last legscould you spare something?

She did. Eleanor liked feeling in control.

But love drained away, one drop after another. Russell became possessive, always checking up on her, restricting her friends.

You belong to me, he said. No longer as a term of endearment, but a threat.

Im not a piece of property, Russell.

You ARE mine. I made you. Without me youre nothing. Youd be back with cockroaches in student halls.

Three years. Three years in a golden cage.

Im leaving, she said one evening.

He laughed.

To go where? On the game? Or back to your mother and her poky flat?

Ill find a job. On my own.

Go on, try.

He was convinced shed crawl back inside a week. But Eleanor didnt.

***
The first months were hell. Gone was the luxury. She was back in a rented flat on the wrong side of town, living on instant noodles and the Underground. But she pressed on. A solid degree, impeccable English, andmore than thata backbone of steel. She landed a junior job with an international logistics company. It was entry-level, but with promise.

There she met Keith.

He was ordinary, cheerful, drove an ancient Mondeo, always in jeans and T-shirts. Life with him was easylong walks, park benches, sharing greasy chips, never worrying about which fork to use. At first, it felt like liberation. No-one controlling her, no one making demands.

But the honeymoon wore off. Routine crept in.

Keith, we need to pay rent, Eleanor would remind.

Yeah, love. Waiting for payday. Can you cover it for now?

Again?

Keith was an engineer for a small firm. Never aimed high. No ambitions, no drive. Evenings meant computer games or the pub.

You should push yourself, Eleanor urged him. Take a course, do something with yourself.

Why bother? Weve enough to get by. All that matters is were together.

Eleanor fumed. She was used to another tempo. Another set of standards.

Now, standing at the window, she wrestled with her thoughts.

The phone buzzed again.

Darling, stop acting up. Ive booked us a trip to Mauritius. We leave Friday. Im divorced.

That last part sent a jolt through her. Divorced? Was it true?

Eleanor, whats up? Keith approached, arms around her.

She shrugged him off.

Nothing. Works stressful.

Forget it. Fancy the pictures tonight? That new action films out.

I’ve got courses tonight, Keith. My exams in two monthsI havent time for cinemas.

He took it badly.

Youre changing. Only work matters to you. What about a real home? Kids?

Kids. The word carved open an old wound.

You can’t just have children, Keith. You need a foundation: a flat, a car, proper savings. Not a rented box room and debts!

There you go againalways about money.

He stomped off to the kitchen.

Eleanor slumped on the sofa. She had a choice:

Russell. Financial security. Status. A chance to rescue her family. Hed promised a business of her own. But it would be the same cage. Hed scrutinise every penny, grow more possessive, try to own her completely.

Keith. Freedom. The idea that love is enough. Except it wasnt enoughthe roof leaked, and Keith wouldnt mend it. Shed end up carrying all the weight. She was tired of being the strong one.

Im divorced.

She picked up the phone, finger hovering over ‘Reply’.

***
She agreed to meet Russell. In the restaurant where, once, theyd celebrated their first year together.

Russell was as dapper as ever, golden-skinned, fit, a velvet box lying on the table before him.

I knew youd come, he smiled that predatory smile. Youre clever, Eleanor.

Are you really divorced?

Its in motion. Shes making trouble, trying for half the business, but my solicitors will sort it. The key thing isus. Well be together now.

He opened the box. The ring glittered, an immense diamonda fortune.

Marry me, Eleanor. Ill give you everything. Flat, car, the life youve always wanted. No need to work for someone else. Your place is beside melighting up my world.

The stone was beautifulcold, hard, perfect.

And if I want to work? she asked. If I want a career?

Russell covered her hand with his. Heavy, possessive.

Why, darling? With me, youll want for nothing. Just be beautiful and love me.

In that instant, Eleanor saw the truth. Nothing had changed. He didnt recognise her as a real personjust as a trophy, something special to display, to lock away when bored.

Her mind flew backher father: Wheres the money? Keith: Spot you till payday?

Theyd all wanted something. Obedience. Comfort. Ownership.

But what did she want?

She looked at Russell anew. Saw, for the first time, the lines at his eyes, the sagging skin at his neck, the glint of fear in his pupils. Fear of age. Fear of loneliness. Trying to buy her youth to feel alive.

No, Eleanor said.

Russell froze, the smile sliding from his lips.

What? Playing for more?

No. Im just saying no.

She stood.

Youll regret this, he snapped, voice pitched up thin and shrill. Youll rot in poverty! Youre nothing without me!

Im Eleanor. And I built myself.

She strode out of the restaurant, head high, not looking back. Her heart pounded, but a strange lightness filled her chest.

***
Rain fell softly outside. Eleanor drew a deep breath of the chilly air. Her phone rang again. Not Russell. Not Keith. An unfamiliar number.

Hello? Miss Taylor?

Yes?

This is the HR Director at Global Logistics. Weve reviewed your CV and exam; your English and analysis skills are outstanding. Wed love to offer you the position of Regional Manager. The salary is…

The figure she heard stopped her in her tracks. It was more than Russell had ever given her as pocket money. Much more.

Do you accept?

Yes, she breathed. Yes, I do.

Wonderful. Well see you Monday.

She hung up, laughing aloud. Passersby turned, but she didnt care. Shed done it. Alone.

That night, she came home. Keith was sprawled on the sofa with his laptop.

Oh, youre back. Any chance of some food?

She looked at him, calm, no longer angry. Just as youd look at old furnituresomething well past its use.

Keith, we need to talk.

What now?

Im moving out.

He sat up, confused. What? Where? Back to that sugar daddy of yours?

No. To my own life. You… you can stay. Its enough for you, after all.

She packed in less than an hour. Keith tried shouting, pleading, even weeping. But Eleanor was immovable.

***
Six months later, Eleanor sat in her glass-walled office, twenty floors above the cityit now hers for the taking. The tablet hummed with notifications. The newsfeed flickered.

“Scandal: Prominent businessman Russell K. declared bankrupt. Former wife wins 70% of assets. Remaining accounts frozen amid inquiry…”

Eleanor smiled and swiped the story away. Karma always circles back.

The door opened. In came a young manMaxwell, her new analyst. Bright, ambitiousand, she suspected, hoping to see her as more than just his boss.

Miss Taylor? The team from China are here for the meeting.

Thank you, Maxwell. Lets begin.

She stood, smoothing her tailored jacket, catching her own reflection in the glass.

I kept my promise, she whispered to the little girl who long ago scrubbed stairs and vowed no one would ever own her again.

She strode into the corridor, heels clicking, sure, free, happy. Her real life had only just begunand now, she wrote the rules herself.

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“You Belong to Me! I Bought You, Got It?! So Shut That Mouth!” / “I Refuse to Be Your Secret. Ruslan, I’m Tired of Being the Other Woman! When Will You Divorce? You Promised! Don’t Our Feelings Mean Anything to You? You Said Your Marriage Was Over – Well, I’m Done Waiting: Either You Divorce, or I’m Gone!” *** Alina stood at the window of her rented studio flat, watching the wind chase an empty plastic bottle around the drab London courtyard—just as grim as her thoughts these last weeks. Behind her, the battered sofa squeaked—Kieran was awake. “Want a cuppa?” he croaked. “Yeah,” she replied, not turning around. She didn’t want to see his crumpled face or hunched, apologetic shoulders. Kieran was kind, yes, but kindness didn’t fill the fridge or add zeros to a bank balance. Her mobile vibrated in her dressing gown pocket—she knew who it was. Russell. The man who’d offered her every dream, and then gilded her in a golden cage. *** Being the eldest in a big British family isn’t a badge—it’s a sentence. It’s a rucksack full of bricks strapped to your back at five: “Here, you’re strong, carry it.” Alina loathed that word. “Strong.” Her dad, that odd bloke, used to parrot it whenever she, at ten, scrubbed the council stairwell for pennies—pennies he’d never give her for an ice cream. He could’ve been anything, smart enough, but something snapped inside him early. He chose the sofa, telly, and barking orders. “Where’s the money?” he’d snarl when teenage Alina tried to stash away a fiver from Nana. “It’s for my exercise books!” she’d snap. The backhand always landed sharp, always unexpected. She never cried—tears just encouraged the predator. She learned early: clench your fists until your nails draw blood. “Don’t you dare touch me,” she’d whisper. At twelve, he once lifted a chair at her. Mum shrank into a corner, shielding the little ones. Alina grabbed the heavy mug. “Go on, then,” she said in a quiet, steady voice, eyes locked on his. “I’m not scared.” Dad set the chair down, spat, and slouched off for a fag. But Alina swore: she’d get out, claw herself a life where nobody—nobody—could ever tell her what to do. So she studied like a woman possessed. Science college across London? No problem. 5AM buses, shivering, sleeping standing up—whatever. Grades were currency, knowledge the only coin she had. Mum and dad said nothing. Not a “well done,” not “we’re proud.” When she brought home her first-place certificate, dad just muttered: “You’d be more use peeling spuds for your mum.” At school, she earned respect, but kept her distance—too sharp, too driven. Then came college. There, Alina learned that brains alone weren’t enough. “Look at her bobbly jumper,” one posh classmate whispered. “Must be from the charity shop.” Alina heard. She straightened her back, chin high, and marched past. But inside, she burned. She hated their iPhones, their confidence, their sense of entitlement. “I’ll get a place for free,” she vowed. “You’ll pay, and I’ll beat you.” And she did. Top UK university. Scholarship. Victory. She screamed into her pillow so as not to wake her little brothers. She’d made it out. *** The capital greeted her with noise, grime, and indifference. The halls of residence were hell on earth—cockroaches, drunk neighbours, thumping bass, fried fish stench permeating every corridor. “Why so glum?” asked her makeup-caked roommate, Jess. “We’re heading clubbing, lads are buying drinks.” “I have to study,” Alina muttered, arranging books on a wobbly desk. “Boring. You don’t want to blink and miss your youth.” Jess had a point, in her own way. Jess lived for now. Alina plotted five years ahead. But plans crumbled against reality—her grant barely covered the bus and pasta. Meanwhile, the world bustled. She wandered into a Westfield just to warm up—eyeing girls her age: poised, polished, wafting perfume, buying without looking at price tags. Alina saw herself in a shop window—second-hand coat, battered boots, tired face. She was 18, but looked 30. “This can’t be my life,” she whispered. And the universe heard. Or maybe the devil fancied a joke. She needed to get home for the break—no train seats left except for the stuffy, crowded carriage. But at the last minute, they shifted her to first class. “Lucky you!” winked the train attendant. Her neighbour was a man in his forties: classy suit, laptop, expensive aftershave. “I’m Russell,” he said—a dark voice, used to giving orders. “Alina.” Chat was easy: weather, travel—then deeper. Before she knew it, she’d poured it all out: about dad, about being skint, about dreams of grad school and the fear of being alone in London with nothing. Russell listened. Didn’t interrupt. His dark eyes seemed to see through her. “You’re beautiful, Alina. You’ve got class—rare these days.” She blushed. “Thanks.” “Need some help? A job?” “I’m full-time at uni. No time.” “I can help,” he said, handing her a card. “I own shops. And I know people. Call me.” Alina’s hands shook as she took it. *** She called him a week later. Russell didn’t lie—he landed her with one of his contacts: an easy office job for more money than she’d ever imagined. But it was only the start. “You need to dress appropriately,” he once said, handing her an envelope. “Buy yourself something decent.” “I can’t take this.” “Take it. It’s not a gift. It’s an investment.” He always won arguments. Alina took it. Then came dinners in posh restaurants, flowers couriered to her (flatmates fuming with envy), a car and driver on rainy days. She fell, madly—like a kitten. Russell was everything her dad was not: strong, generous, decisive. He sorted crises with a phone call. He spoilt her. “You’re my special girl,” he’d whisper, holding her tight. “My princess.” That he was married? She didn’t learn until it was too late. “My wife and I are long over,” Russell would say, eyes averted. “We’re just together for the kids. Messy business split. Give me time, love. I’ll sort it.” And she waited. She waited even when his wife found out and made a scene at her uni—Alina got expelled. Russell immediately transferred her to a pricier, even more prestigious university. Covered it all. “Forget them,” he said. “You’re under my protection now.” She waited those lonely holidays whilst he was home with his family. And then, she fell pregnant. Two blue lines, and she wept with joy. Surely now he’d leave his wife—surely now they’d be together? Russell turned up within the hour, face set in stone. “Alina, have you lost your mind? A baby—now? You’re only nineteen. Uni, career—for god’s sake.” “But I—” “I said no. Now isn’t the time.” He drove her to the best private clinic. Soft voices, brisk nurses. It was over quickly—physically, at least. Inside, something snapped. “You did the right thing,” Russell reassured, stroking her hand. “We’ll have kids—later. When you’re ready.” Alina changed. The naive girl was left behind in that surgery. Now she was cold, calculating. She took all Russell offered—English lessons, gym memberships, stylists, beach breaks (solo, while he “worked”). She sculpted herself into perfection. She helped her parents—sending money, buying appliances. Dad stopped shouting, started asking. “Love, the car’s got bald tyres—can you help?” She could. It felt good, this power. But love dripped away. Russell grew ever more possessive—checking her phone, forbidding girlfriends. “You belong to me,” he’d say—only now it sounded like a threat. “I’m not a possession, Russell.” “Oh yes you are. I made you. Without me, you’re nothing. Back to your old dump with the cockroaches.” Three years. Three years in a gilded cage. “I’m leaving,” she finally told him. He laughed. “Where to? The streets? Back to mummy’s council house?” “I’ll get a job. Alone.” “Go on, then.” He thought she’d crawl back within a week. She didn’t. *** The first months were hell. From luxury to a rental in Zone Four, porridge and the Tube. But she never quit. A first-class degree, flawless English, and—above all—grit made all the difference. Alina landed an entry-level job in a big logistics firm—and prospects. That’s where she met Kieran. Normal, funny, battered old Ford, jeans and T-shirts—he was so easy. Pizza on a park bench, no need for airs and graces. They moved in together. For a while, it was heaven: freedom! No one watching, no one controlling. Euphoria faded—routine crept in. “Kier, rent’s due,” she’d remind. “Yeah, love. Payday’s late—can you sort it this time?” “Again?” Kieran worked as an engineer—no ambitions, no spark. Evenings meant video games or the pub with mates. “You should push yourself,” said Alina. “Learn something new.” “Why? I’m happy. You’ll never earn all the money in the world. Main thing—we’re together.” It drove her mad—she craved a different pace, a different life. Now, standing at the window, her phone buzzed. “Babe, stop all this. I’ve bought tickets to the Maldives, flying Friday. I’m divorced.” Divorced? Could it be true? “Ali, you alright?” Kieran hugged her from behind. She shrugged him off. “Just work stress.” “Forget it. Fancy a film tonight? That new Hollywood blockbuster’s out.” “I’ve got an exam in two months, Kieran. Can’t waste time on films.” He withdrew sulking. “You’ve gone all uptight. All you care about is your job. What about us, about having kids?” Kids. The word stung old wounds. “You want kids? We need a home, car, money—not just a dump and overdrafts!” “And here we go—money, money, money.” He stomped off. Alina sat, staring at her phone—Russell, or freedom? Russell: cash, status, family security, her own business—but a cage, and endless control. Kieran: freedom, love-in-a-bedsit, but she’d end up dragging him and their life alone. “I’m divorced.” She hovered over “reply.” *** She agreed to meet. At the Mayfair restaurant where they’d once celebrated a year. Russell: tan, sharp suit, charisma. On the table: a velvet ring box. “I knew you’d come back,” he said with that predator’s smile. “You’re clever.” “Is it true? You’re divorced?” “It’s happening. My wife’s making trouble, wants half my company, but my lawyers will win. The main thing—we’ll be together.” He opened the box—inside, a diamond ring big enough to be a down payment on a flat. “Marry me, Alina. I’ll give you everything: home, car, the life you deserve. You shouldn’t work for anyone but yourself. Be by my side—my world’s centre.” She looked at the diamond—beautiful, cold, impenetrable. “What if I want a career? What if I want to work and achieve my dreams?” Russell covered her hand, heavy and warm. “Why, darling? I’ll take care of everything. Your only job is to be gorgeous and love me.” In that moment, Alina finally saw the truth. He still didn’t see her as a person—just a trophy, a glamorous doll for the display case. She remembered her father: “Where’s the money?” Kieran: “Can you cover until payday?” They all wanted something. Obedience, convenience, ownership. But what did she want? Alina looked Russell in the eye—now, for the first time, she saw his wrinkles, the loose skin at his neck, the fear in his gaze. He wanted to buy youth to fend off loneliness and age. “No,” she said. Russell froze, smile melting. “What? Playing hard to get?” “No,” she replied calmly. “Just… no.” She stood up. “You’ll regret this,” he hissed. “You’ll rot in poverty! You’re nothing without me!” “I’m Alina. I made myself.” She walked out, heart pounding—but lighter than air. *** Rain was falling. Alina breathed deeply, letting the cool London air fill her lungs. The mobile rang. Unknown number. “Hello? Miss Allen?” “Yes?” “This is HR at Global Logistics Ltd. We reviewed your application. Your English and analytical skills are outstanding. We’d like to offer you the role as Regional Head. Salary package is—” The number stopped her dead in her tracks. More than Russell ever gave her “for treats.” Much more. “Do you accept?” “Yes,” she managed. “Yes, I do!” “Brilliant. Start Monday.” Alina hung up and laughed—a wild, triumphant laugh. Commuters glanced, but she didn’t care. She’d done it. Alone. That night at home, Kieran lounged, laptop on his lap. “Oh, hey. Anything to eat?” She looked at him—calm, detached. As you might a threadbare sofa, ready for the skip. “Kieran, we need to talk.” “What now?” “I’m moving out.” He blinked. “To your sugar daddy, then?” “No. To my new life. You stay—if you’re ‘happy as you are.’” She packed in an hour. Kieran pleaded, sulked, cried—even shouted. But Alina was made of iron. *** Six months later, Alina sat in her 20th-floor Canary Wharf office. Floor-to-ceiling windows. The city that once intimidated her now lay at her feet. Her tablet pinged: news. “Disgraced businessman Russell K. declared bankrupt—ex-wife wins 70% of assets in court; remaining funds frozen over fraud allegations…” Alina smirked. Karma always comes back. The door opened—Max, her ambitious young analyst. “Miss Allen, the partners from Shanghai have arrived. Shall we start?” “Let’s,” she replied, adjusting her perfectly tailored blazer. Alina remembered the little girl scrubbing council stairs, promising herself that nobody would ever boss her again. “I kept my promise,” she whispered to her reflection. She strode into the corridor—heels clicking, head high. Confident. Free. Happy. Her life was just beginning. And this time, Alina wrote the rules.
My Grandmother’s Silence: The Reasons She Left Our Family and How I Came to Understand Her