Betrayal Peter raised his hand in farewell: “Well, Rosemary, I’m off! I’ll transfer the money to Mum, don’t worry.” The door slammed behind her husband and Rosemary sank heavily onto a kitchen stool, suddenly bursting into tears. “Mum, what’s wrong?” her son asked, appearing in the kitchen. “What happened?” “Nothing,” Rosemary was ashamed of her weakness, “Nothing terrible, love, I’m just in a bad mood and fed up with the boys. Joe and Christine are at Granny’s for the holidays.” “No,” Dominic replied firmly, “no one cries that bitterly over a bad mood, and you call the twins every day. I’m not a child, Mum. I get what’s going on.” Rosemary looked at her sixteen-year-old son, who was already taller than her, and finally spoke aloud what she’d been too afraid to admit even to herself: “I think Dad’s about to leave us,” she explained at his questioning look. “He’s been cheating on me. For nearly six months now…” Dominic didn’t know how to react. He’d assumed something had upset his mum at work or perhaps she’d argued with a friend. But Dad? How could that happen? Anger bubbled inside him, and his mother noticed. “Dominic, don’t,” she urged. “These things happen between grown-ups, you’ll understand one day. Your Dad is a good man, but you can’t force the heart.” Even as she spoke, Rosemary didn’t believe her own words. She wanted to scream, to lash out and smash plates—but instead she tried to make her eldest son forgive, understand, even excuse his father! But the boy clenched his fists. “Well, let him go! We’ll cope without him. Why should we keep someone who’s broken his promises at home?” “Son, you say you’re grown up but you’re acting like a child. People make mistakes, you know? Your Dad will realise it’s just a passing fancy. His family—us—are what matters most.” “Mum…” ‘mature’ Dominic suddenly faltered, tears in his eyes, “Why did he do it? I’ll never be able to respect him like I used to.” “It will work out, love,” Rosemary stroked his hand. “Just don’t say a word to your brothers, okay?” “You either,” Dominic wiped his tears, “We don’t want them to lose faith in their strong and all-knowing big brother.” Rosemary glanced at the clock. “Aren’t you meant to be at football practice?” Dominic jumped up. “Oh, I’m late—damn!” Left alone, Rosemary brooded. After talking with her son she could think clearly, but the moment she was truly alone, the old wounds opened up and the tears came tumbling out: “How could he betray everything we had?” When she first met Peter, he was carefree, a charmer surrounded by girls he called “birds.” When Rosemary said she didn’t want to become another one of his “birds,” Peter looked serious for once: “Why ‘another’? There’s only you—my one and only, for life.” And she’d believed him, the fool. All those 17 years together she thought she was lucky! Despite having three children, despite all they’d lived through together, “in sickness and in health,” he still betrayed her. It all began half a year ago. Or maybe earlier and she just hadn’t noticed? No, surely just six months… They were invited to a wedding—his nephew Peter Junior was getting married. Rosemary couldn’t go but sent her husband alone: “It’s family, you must go.” Peter protested, at least outwardly, but of course his sister would take offence otherwise. Later, Rosemary looked through the wedding photos online and noticed a certain young woman leaning in towards Peter in every picture! It pricked at her, and she even mentioned something about the girl, but her distracted husband dismissed it: “What? Which girl? Oh! Must be a bridesmaid. Don’t know why she’s always nearby—are you jealous, Rosemary?” Peter grinned, “Jealous! She’s not even my type.” She believed him, because the girl really didn’t seem his type—she knew his taste! But a week later the strange phone calls started: silence on the line, heavy breathing. “Now even Dominic’s ‘birds’ are after us!” she joked to Peter. After that, the calls stopped, but Rosemary didn’t connect it to anything Peter had said. Only much later did things start to add up: Peter—who had always favoured jeans and jumpers—suddenly started wearing suits, shirts and a tie, and swapped his old-school aftershave for posh new cologne. Then there were the constant late nights at work… When Rosemary asked what was going on, Peter answered without missing a beat: “We’ve got a strategically important project, Rose! I don’t know how long it will take, but afterwards—” Peter closed his eyes dreamily, “we’ll have everything. We’ll holiday wherever you want, buy you the fur coat you fancied, get Dominic that hoverboard or maybe even a quad bike. Just hang in there, okay?” From then on, not only was Peter “working late,” he sometimes disappeared at weekends too. Just as they were about to go out for a family trip… the phone would ring and he’d give her a guilty look: “Rose, they need me at work. Sorry, time’s short, what else can I do…” Rosemary wanted to track down the girl from the wedding photos—pull her hair, scratch her face—but she decided she wouldn’t even try to find her name or address for fear of temptation. Six months of this turned Rosemary into a virtual nervous wreck. Around others and with her children she tried to hold on, but when by herself she let the pain out. Today, after that talk with Dominic, she decided firmly: “I need to talk to him. Something has to be done, so Dominic doesn’t grow to hate his father.” Her husband beat her to it. Peter rang and invited her to a restaurant. “Rose, we need to talk. Preferably away from the kids.” Rosemary gave a sad smile: he didn’t want a scene, and she’d never cause one in public anyway. At first, she decided to wear her ordinary clothes—why make an effort? Then she considered going in her gardening gear, just to embarrass him. But an hour and a half before she was due to leave she changed her mind: “I’ll look my best. Let him see what he’s losing!” The taxi driver watched her quietly in his mirror. When she paid, he said unexpectedly, “Such a lovely lady, and so sad! Don’t worry. Everything will be fine.” The compliment lifted her mood a little, and she entered the restaurant smiling. Peter was already waiting, holding a rose—she was surprised: if he was about to leave her, why bring a flower? Was it a symbol—laying a bloom on their love’s grave? Rosemary even smiled. Why did such strange thoughts come to her? It wasn’t like her. They dined, chatting about nothing in particular. Inside, Rosemary felt as if a coiled spring had tensed in her chest, ready to snap at any moment. Finally, she couldn’t hold it in: “Peter, you said we needed to talk…” He nodded. “That’s right. To sum up, Rose, here’s what I wanted to say.” He paused, as if collecting his courage, “I’ve been thinking… Would you mind if we didn’t go on a holiday, didn’t buy the fur coat or quad bike?” The spring was about to snap, but Peter went on: “Look, today I was paid almost double salary, with a bonus. So, I thought, Dominic’s 16—he’ll soon need his own place. Maybe we should buy him a flat with the money? If we invest now, it’ll be ready for his 18th birthday. Sound good, yes?” “I see, Peter,” Rosemary tried to answer calmly, but suddenly froze, “What? A flat? What flat?!” “Haven’t you been listening? Actually, you’ve been so distracted lately… Rose, what’s going on?” After that, Peter raised his voice. In the restaurant he held back, but once outside he let his feelings show: “Are you out of your mind?! What mistress, what affair? I explained, it’s an important project, I might be held up! You never said a word against it—I even told everyone how understanding my wife is! So much for ‘understanding’—you’ve been judging me all this time for nothing!” They walked in silence until they reached their house, Peter grumbling, Rosemary smiling in relief. All his complaints now sounded like music. When they arrived at the door, Peter finally calmed and said: “Didn’t I tell you I’d found my one and only? Have I ever let you down?” … Dominic’s day fell apart. His mother’s admission had thrown him off, he was late for football, got a roasting from the coach, did terribly in practice, argued with a mate over nothing, then wandered the streets looking for trouble—wishing someone would pick a fight so he could let his anger out. He couldn’t be the one to start it; his conscience wouldn’t allow it. When no one picked a fight, he went home—only to see the silhouette of two people kissing. He recognised his mother’s coat at once, and his heart boiled. He’d blamed his dad for betrayal, but now—! Clenching his fists, he stepped forward… “Oh, son,” Peter greeted him, a little embarrassed. “We’re just—” … Sometimes, all’s well that ends well. Betrayal

Betrayal
Wednesday, 6th June
I watched Daniel wave goodbye as he grabbed his coat and called out from the door:
Right, Emily, Im off! Ill transfer the money to Mum as soon as I can, dont worry.
The door closed behind him with a dull thud, and I slumped onto the kitchen stool, suddenly overcome with tears.
Mum, are you alright? my son appeared in the doorway, his voice hesitant Whats happened?
Its nothing, Oliver, I mumbled and wiped my eyes, ashamed at my weakness. Just feeling a bit low, thats all. Rosie and Katie are off to Grans for the week, and it seems awfully quiet.
Oliver wasnt having any of it. Its got to be more than a bad mood, Mum. You talk to the girls every day, and youre not usually this upset. Im nearly seventeen, I can tell when somethings wrong.
I looked at him, tall and serious, and words Id never dared utter, even to myself, just slipped out:
I think your dad might be leaving us soon.
He stared wide-eyed, too shocked to speak, so I continued in a trembling voice,
I think hes been seeing someone else. For almost half a year now.
Olivers face contorted with confusion and anger. Wasnt Dad just at work or with mates sometimes? I saw his hands clench. I reached out and placed a palm gently on his arm.
Dont, Ollie. These things are for grown-ups. Youll understand one day. Your dad loves you. Sometimes hearts dont listen to promises.
But I barely believed my own words. Part of me wanted to scream and smash a plate, but instead I tried to convince my son to forgive his father, to see the goodness in him still. But Oliver shook his head, fists tight:
Let him go, then. Well be alright on our own! Doesnt owe us anything special, does he?
You act like youre all grown up, but youre still just a lad, really, I sighed. People make mistakes. Im suredeep downhe knows his real home, his family, is here.
Olivers tough mask crumpled. But why, Mum? Why would he do this to you? I cant ever look at him quite the same.
Give it time, darling, I brushed his cheek, Just dont tell your sisters, alright?
And promise me you wont either, Mum, he managed a small smile as he wiped his own eyes. Rosie and Katie still think Im a superhero.
I managed a watery laugh as I glanced at the clock:
Arent you late for football practice?
He leapt up, grabbing his kit Bloody hell, I am!
Left in the silence that followed, questions rushed in. I considered all I knew, all Id missed. Daniel had always been charming, everyone loved him. When we met, women seemed to flock around him. I remember telling him I wouldnt just be one of his pretty things. Daniel replied, smiling,
Not just another. Youre the only one I want, forever.
Foolish. I truly believed it through seventeen years of marriage, three children, for better or worse until now.
It started about six months ago, although maybe before then? I couldnt tell. But the oddness became impossible to ignore after we were both invited to Daniels nephews wedding. I stayed home, let Daniel go to keep the peace in the family. Later I saw the wedding photos online and there she was, always next to Daniel, giggling, head thrown back. Something about her gave me chills. I even joked about the girl to Daniel, and he laughed,
Who? The one next to me? Probably the brides mate. No idea why shes around all the time. Are you jealous? he grinned, slipping an arm round me. Didnt you once say nobody else was my type?
I let it go. The woman wasnt even Daniels usual type anyhow. But then the phone calls started. Silent calls, someone sighing and then hanging up. I told Daniel, half laughing,
Looks like even Ollies admirers are pestering me now!
After that, the calls stopped. It was only much later I realised why. Daniel started dressing smartersuits, ties, cologne instead of that old splash hed used since uni. Nights at work got later, weekends away, excuses piling up.
Important project at the firm, Em, hed say, eyes shining with fake ambition. Once its done, well have a proper holiday. Maybe youll finally get that winter coat, and Ollie, that fancy electric scooter he keeps on about.
And weekends, hed vanish at a moments notice:
Duty calls, Em, no getting round it.
Sometimes I burned with anger, wanting to find that girl, drag her out by the hair. I didnt even want to look for her name, frightened of my own rage. Six months of this, and I became a nervous wreck. With others, with the kids, I managed to hold myself togetherbut alone, the grief would sweep through me.
After my talk with Ollie, something shifted. I decided I needed a word with Daniel. I couldnt let Olivers heart be poisoned against his father forever.
But before I could get the words out, Daniel phoned, his voice oddly formal.
Emily, shall we meet for dinner? Somewhere out?
I agreed, guessing we both wanted the privacy.
At first, I decided not to bother dressing up what for? But as I got ready, anger fused with pride:
No, I want to look my best. Let him see what hes risking.
The taxi driver said, after a quiet drive with me sniffling in the back,
Chin up, love. Everythingll be fine. You look beautiful tonight.
Those words helped a little. At the restaurant, Daniel handed me a single red rose. Odd, I thought. For a confession? For an end? A flower for loves funeral? I nearly laughed at myself.
We ordered. Our talk was stilted. I felt like clockwork, winding tighter and tighter. Finally, I blurted:
Daniel, you said you had something to talk about.
He hesitated, braced himself.
Well, Em I was thinking. Would you mind awfully if we skip the holidays abroad, buying that fur coat and the scooter?
I tensed, expecting the worst, but he continued:
I got a big bonus todaynearly twice my usual salary. I thought, with Ollie turning 18 soon, perhaps we put this money towards a flat for him? An investment, sort of a start in life. What do you think?
I stared, numb.
A flat? What do you mean, a flat?
You havent heard a word Ive said in months, Emily. Is something going on?
The confusion was written on his face. Out in the street afterwards, Daniels calm snapped
What is it with you? You thought I had a mistress, is that it? All this time, Ive been working myself to the bone for us! Ive told everyone how lucky I am to have such a supportive wifemeanwhile, youve been suspecting me of God knows what!
On the quiet walk home, Daniels shouting faded into the night. Suddenly I felt light, the anger and fear melting away, replaced by relief so sweet it brought me close to tears. At our front door, Daniel grinned at me, the old spark back in his eyes.
Didnt I always say you were the one? Would I ever break my word to you?
Ollies day had been pretty rubbish after our talk, truth be told. He was late for football, got stick from the coach, barely focused on the drills, bickered with his best mate over nothing. Wandering about town afterwards, he half wanted someone to start on him, just so he could let all his bottled-up fury out. But nothing happened. Deflated, he made his way home. As he stepped up the drive, he caught sight of his parents, side by side, kissing in the dawn light. His heart twisted.
All that anger poured onto Dad, and yet
Daniel turned, surprise on his face.
Oh, hey there, sport. Weah
Sometimes, things do end well, after all.

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Betrayal Peter raised his hand in farewell: “Well, Rosemary, I’m off! I’ll transfer the money to Mum, don’t worry.” The door slammed behind her husband and Rosemary sank heavily onto a kitchen stool, suddenly bursting into tears. “Mum, what’s wrong?” her son asked, appearing in the kitchen. “What happened?” “Nothing,” Rosemary was ashamed of her weakness, “Nothing terrible, love, I’m just in a bad mood and fed up with the boys. Joe and Christine are at Granny’s for the holidays.” “No,” Dominic replied firmly, “no one cries that bitterly over a bad mood, and you call the twins every day. I’m not a child, Mum. I get what’s going on.” Rosemary looked at her sixteen-year-old son, who was already taller than her, and finally spoke aloud what she’d been too afraid to admit even to herself: “I think Dad’s about to leave us,” she explained at his questioning look. “He’s been cheating on me. For nearly six months now…” Dominic didn’t know how to react. He’d assumed something had upset his mum at work or perhaps she’d argued with a friend. But Dad? How could that happen? Anger bubbled inside him, and his mother noticed. “Dominic, don’t,” she urged. “These things happen between grown-ups, you’ll understand one day. Your Dad is a good man, but you can’t force the heart.” Even as she spoke, Rosemary didn’t believe her own words. She wanted to scream, to lash out and smash plates—but instead she tried to make her eldest son forgive, understand, even excuse his father! But the boy clenched his fists. “Well, let him go! We’ll cope without him. Why should we keep someone who’s broken his promises at home?” “Son, you say you’re grown up but you’re acting like a child. People make mistakes, you know? Your Dad will realise it’s just a passing fancy. His family—us—are what matters most.” “Mum…” ‘mature’ Dominic suddenly faltered, tears in his eyes, “Why did he do it? I’ll never be able to respect him like I used to.” “It will work out, love,” Rosemary stroked his hand. “Just don’t say a word to your brothers, okay?” “You either,” Dominic wiped his tears, “We don’t want them to lose faith in their strong and all-knowing big brother.” Rosemary glanced at the clock. “Aren’t you meant to be at football practice?” Dominic jumped up. “Oh, I’m late—damn!” Left alone, Rosemary brooded. After talking with her son she could think clearly, but the moment she was truly alone, the old wounds opened up and the tears came tumbling out: “How could he betray everything we had?” When she first met Peter, he was carefree, a charmer surrounded by girls he called “birds.” When Rosemary said she didn’t want to become another one of his “birds,” Peter looked serious for once: “Why ‘another’? There’s only you—my one and only, for life.” And she’d believed him, the fool. All those 17 years together she thought she was lucky! Despite having three children, despite all they’d lived through together, “in sickness and in health,” he still betrayed her. It all began half a year ago. Or maybe earlier and she just hadn’t noticed? No, surely just six months… They were invited to a wedding—his nephew Peter Junior was getting married. Rosemary couldn’t go but sent her husband alone: “It’s family, you must go.” Peter protested, at least outwardly, but of course his sister would take offence otherwise. Later, Rosemary looked through the wedding photos online and noticed a certain young woman leaning in towards Peter in every picture! It pricked at her, and she even mentioned something about the girl, but her distracted husband dismissed it: “What? Which girl? Oh! Must be a bridesmaid. Don’t know why she’s always nearby—are you jealous, Rosemary?” Peter grinned, “Jealous! She’s not even my type.” She believed him, because the girl really didn’t seem his type—she knew his taste! But a week later the strange phone calls started: silence on the line, heavy breathing. “Now even Dominic’s ‘birds’ are after us!” she joked to Peter. After that, the calls stopped, but Rosemary didn’t connect it to anything Peter had said. Only much later did things start to add up: Peter—who had always favoured jeans and jumpers—suddenly started wearing suits, shirts and a tie, and swapped his old-school aftershave for posh new cologne. Then there were the constant late nights at work… When Rosemary asked what was going on, Peter answered without missing a beat: “We’ve got a strategically important project, Rose! I don’t know how long it will take, but afterwards—” Peter closed his eyes dreamily, “we’ll have everything. We’ll holiday wherever you want, buy you the fur coat you fancied, get Dominic that hoverboard or maybe even a quad bike. Just hang in there, okay?” From then on, not only was Peter “working late,” he sometimes disappeared at weekends too. Just as they were about to go out for a family trip… the phone would ring and he’d give her a guilty look: “Rose, they need me at work. Sorry, time’s short, what else can I do…” Rosemary wanted to track down the girl from the wedding photos—pull her hair, scratch her face—but she decided she wouldn’t even try to find her name or address for fear of temptation. Six months of this turned Rosemary into a virtual nervous wreck. Around others and with her children she tried to hold on, but when by herself she let the pain out. Today, after that talk with Dominic, she decided firmly: “I need to talk to him. Something has to be done, so Dominic doesn’t grow to hate his father.” Her husband beat her to it. Peter rang and invited her to a restaurant. “Rose, we need to talk. Preferably away from the kids.” Rosemary gave a sad smile: he didn’t want a scene, and she’d never cause one in public anyway. At first, she decided to wear her ordinary clothes—why make an effort? Then she considered going in her gardening gear, just to embarrass him. But an hour and a half before she was due to leave she changed her mind: “I’ll look my best. Let him see what he’s losing!” The taxi driver watched her quietly in his mirror. When she paid, he said unexpectedly, “Such a lovely lady, and so sad! Don’t worry. Everything will be fine.” The compliment lifted her mood a little, and she entered the restaurant smiling. Peter was already waiting, holding a rose—she was surprised: if he was about to leave her, why bring a flower? Was it a symbol—laying a bloom on their love’s grave? Rosemary even smiled. Why did such strange thoughts come to her? It wasn’t like her. They dined, chatting about nothing in particular. Inside, Rosemary felt as if a coiled spring had tensed in her chest, ready to snap at any moment. Finally, she couldn’t hold it in: “Peter, you said we needed to talk…” He nodded. “That’s right. To sum up, Rose, here’s what I wanted to say.” He paused, as if collecting his courage, “I’ve been thinking… Would you mind if we didn’t go on a holiday, didn’t buy the fur coat or quad bike?” The spring was about to snap, but Peter went on: “Look, today I was paid almost double salary, with a bonus. So, I thought, Dominic’s 16—he’ll soon need his own place. Maybe we should buy him a flat with the money? If we invest now, it’ll be ready for his 18th birthday. Sound good, yes?” “I see, Peter,” Rosemary tried to answer calmly, but suddenly froze, “What? A flat? What flat?!” “Haven’t you been listening? Actually, you’ve been so distracted lately… Rose, what’s going on?” After that, Peter raised his voice. In the restaurant he held back, but once outside he let his feelings show: “Are you out of your mind?! What mistress, what affair? I explained, it’s an important project, I might be held up! You never said a word against it—I even told everyone how understanding my wife is! So much for ‘understanding’—you’ve been judging me all this time for nothing!” They walked in silence until they reached their house, Peter grumbling, Rosemary smiling in relief. All his complaints now sounded like music. When they arrived at the door, Peter finally calmed and said: “Didn’t I tell you I’d found my one and only? Have I ever let you down?” … Dominic’s day fell apart. His mother’s admission had thrown him off, he was late for football, got a roasting from the coach, did terribly in practice, argued with a mate over nothing, then wandered the streets looking for trouble—wishing someone would pick a fight so he could let his anger out. He couldn’t be the one to start it; his conscience wouldn’t allow it. When no one picked a fight, he went home—only to see the silhouette of two people kissing. He recognised his mother’s coat at once, and his heart boiled. He’d blamed his dad for betrayal, but now—! Clenching his fists, he stepped forward… “Oh, son,” Peter greeted him, a little embarrassed. “We’re just—” … Sometimes, all’s well that ends well. Betrayal
Det här hände långt tillbaka, år 1995. Jag gick då på Militärgymnasiet, och mitt under skoldagen blev jag plötsligt bortkallad från lektionen och beordrades att inställa mig hos skolchefen.