Betrayal
Wednesday, 6th June
I watched Daniel wave goodbye as he grabbed his coat and called out from the door:
Right, Emily, Im off! Ill transfer the money to Mum as soon as I can, dont worry.
The door closed behind him with a dull thud, and I slumped onto the kitchen stool, suddenly overcome with tears.
Mum, are you alright? my son appeared in the doorway, his voice hesitant Whats happened?
Its nothing, Oliver, I mumbled and wiped my eyes, ashamed at my weakness. Just feeling a bit low, thats all. Rosie and Katie are off to Grans for the week, and it seems awfully quiet.
Oliver wasnt having any of it. Its got to be more than a bad mood, Mum. You talk to the girls every day, and youre not usually this upset. Im nearly seventeen, I can tell when somethings wrong.
I looked at him, tall and serious, and words Id never dared utter, even to myself, just slipped out:
I think your dad might be leaving us soon.
He stared wide-eyed, too shocked to speak, so I continued in a trembling voice,
I think hes been seeing someone else. For almost half a year now.
Olivers face contorted with confusion and anger. Wasnt Dad just at work or with mates sometimes? I saw his hands clench. I reached out and placed a palm gently on his arm.
Dont, Ollie. These things are for grown-ups. Youll understand one day. Your dad loves you. Sometimes hearts dont listen to promises.
But I barely believed my own words. Part of me wanted to scream and smash a plate, but instead I tried to convince my son to forgive his father, to see the goodness in him still. But Oliver shook his head, fists tight:
Let him go, then. Well be alright on our own! Doesnt owe us anything special, does he?
You act like youre all grown up, but youre still just a lad, really, I sighed. People make mistakes. Im suredeep downhe knows his real home, his family, is here.
Olivers tough mask crumpled. But why, Mum? Why would he do this to you? I cant ever look at him quite the same.
Give it time, darling, I brushed his cheek, Just dont tell your sisters, alright?
And promise me you wont either, Mum, he managed a small smile as he wiped his own eyes. Rosie and Katie still think Im a superhero.
I managed a watery laugh as I glanced at the clock:
Arent you late for football practice?
He leapt up, grabbing his kit Bloody hell, I am!
Left in the silence that followed, questions rushed in. I considered all I knew, all Id missed. Daniel had always been charming, everyone loved him. When we met, women seemed to flock around him. I remember telling him I wouldnt just be one of his pretty things. Daniel replied, smiling,
Not just another. Youre the only one I want, forever.
Foolish. I truly believed it through seventeen years of marriage, three children, for better or worse until now.
It started about six months ago, although maybe before then? I couldnt tell. But the oddness became impossible to ignore after we were both invited to Daniels nephews wedding. I stayed home, let Daniel go to keep the peace in the family. Later I saw the wedding photos online and there she was, always next to Daniel, giggling, head thrown back. Something about her gave me chills. I even joked about the girl to Daniel, and he laughed,
Who? The one next to me? Probably the brides mate. No idea why shes around all the time. Are you jealous? he grinned, slipping an arm round me. Didnt you once say nobody else was my type?
I let it go. The woman wasnt even Daniels usual type anyhow. But then the phone calls started. Silent calls, someone sighing and then hanging up. I told Daniel, half laughing,
Looks like even Ollies admirers are pestering me now!
After that, the calls stopped. It was only much later I realised why. Daniel started dressing smartersuits, ties, cologne instead of that old splash hed used since uni. Nights at work got later, weekends away, excuses piling up.
Important project at the firm, Em, hed say, eyes shining with fake ambition. Once its done, well have a proper holiday. Maybe youll finally get that winter coat, and Ollie, that fancy electric scooter he keeps on about.
And weekends, hed vanish at a moments notice:
Duty calls, Em, no getting round it.
Sometimes I burned with anger, wanting to find that girl, drag her out by the hair. I didnt even want to look for her name, frightened of my own rage. Six months of this, and I became a nervous wreck. With others, with the kids, I managed to hold myself togetherbut alone, the grief would sweep through me.
After my talk with Ollie, something shifted. I decided I needed a word with Daniel. I couldnt let Olivers heart be poisoned against his father forever.
But before I could get the words out, Daniel phoned, his voice oddly formal.
Emily, shall we meet for dinner? Somewhere out?
I agreed, guessing we both wanted the privacy.
At first, I decided not to bother dressing up what for? But as I got ready, anger fused with pride:
No, I want to look my best. Let him see what hes risking.
The taxi driver said, after a quiet drive with me sniffling in the back,
Chin up, love. Everythingll be fine. You look beautiful tonight.
Those words helped a little. At the restaurant, Daniel handed me a single red rose. Odd, I thought. For a confession? For an end? A flower for loves funeral? I nearly laughed at myself.
We ordered. Our talk was stilted. I felt like clockwork, winding tighter and tighter. Finally, I blurted:
Daniel, you said you had something to talk about.
He hesitated, braced himself.
Well, Em I was thinking. Would you mind awfully if we skip the holidays abroad, buying that fur coat and the scooter?
I tensed, expecting the worst, but he continued:
I got a big bonus todaynearly twice my usual salary. I thought, with Ollie turning 18 soon, perhaps we put this money towards a flat for him? An investment, sort of a start in life. What do you think?
I stared, numb.
A flat? What do you mean, a flat?
You havent heard a word Ive said in months, Emily. Is something going on?
The confusion was written on his face. Out in the street afterwards, Daniels calm snapped
What is it with you? You thought I had a mistress, is that it? All this time, Ive been working myself to the bone for us! Ive told everyone how lucky I am to have such a supportive wifemeanwhile, youve been suspecting me of God knows what!
On the quiet walk home, Daniels shouting faded into the night. Suddenly I felt light, the anger and fear melting away, replaced by relief so sweet it brought me close to tears. At our front door, Daniel grinned at me, the old spark back in his eyes.
Didnt I always say you were the one? Would I ever break my word to you?
Ollies day had been pretty rubbish after our talk, truth be told. He was late for football, got stick from the coach, barely focused on the drills, bickered with his best mate over nothing. Wandering about town afterwards, he half wanted someone to start on him, just so he could let all his bottled-up fury out. But nothing happened. Deflated, he made his way home. As he stepped up the drive, he caught sight of his parents, side by side, kissing in the dawn light. His heart twisted.
All that anger poured onto Dad, and yet
Daniel turned, surprise on his face.
Oh, hey there, sport. Weah
Sometimes, things do end well, after all.





