After All, It’s Mother

Daughter, love, can you at least send ten pounds? My electricity bills piled up, theyre threatening to cut the power! How will I live without light? my mother whines on the phone.

Emily listens to the familiar rant, staring at a spot on the kitchen wall. Her face stays unreadable, only her fingers tighten around the handset.

No, Emily replies shortly and hangs up.

She lifts her eyes. Across the table sits Helen, her motherinlaw, watching Emily with a surprised expression. She heard the whole conversation and now her gaze asks a silent question.

Emily waves it off.

Nothing special. Were not the kind who help each other.

Helen furrows her brow, puts down her fork and dabs her lips with a napkin.

Is that how you treat your own parents? Helens voice carries genuine bewilderment. After all, shes your mother

Emily pushes the halfeaten breakfast plate aside and looks straight into Helens eyes.

You can, she says firmly, when they treat you worse than a stranger on the street.

Helen is taken aback; she hadnt expected that answer. The kitchen falls silent, broken only by the ticking of the wall clock. Emily averts her gaze.

Sorry, I didnt mean to be harsh.

Helen shakes her head.

No, no. Im just surprised. Youve never spoken about your relationship with your mother.

Emily picks up her mug of lukewarm tea, takes a sip and sets it down.

Its a long story.

Helen smiles gently.

We have time, if you feel like sharing.

Emily gathers her thoughts for a few seconds.

It all began long ago, when Id just finished school and dreamed of university.

She remembers that day in vivid detail: a scorching summer morning, sitting at a tiny desk in the cramped flat she shares with her mum, nervously refreshing the university website.

A smile spreads across Emilys face as she recalls the joy of that moment.

And then I saw my surname on the list! I got a place on the grant! Can you imagine? I screamed with delight, ran round the flat, calling every friend.

Thats wonderful! Helen says.

Emily sighs sadly.

I thought that was the end of it. A week later I learned I was seriously ill.

Her face clouds with the memory. She doesnt go into the details of her disease, not wanting to reopen old wounds.

The doctor said I needed urgent surgery, and it would cost a lot, Emily rattles a teaspoon between her fingers. Mum lived in a onebedroom flat shed inherited from a distant aunt. She never lived there; she rented it out. In that moment I thought selling it could pay for the operation.

Helen leans forward, supporting her chin with a hand.

I begged Mum to sell the flat, Emily continues, voice trembling. I remember sitting at the kitchen table, crying

The recollection rushes back.

Mum, please! the eighteenyearold Emily pleads, eyes red, staring at the stove. If you dont, Ill lose my university place! Ill have to postpone my studies for at least a year!

Mum, standing at the stove stirring soup, doesnt turn around. She snaps:

No. That flat is my inheritance, my money. Im not spending it on you.

But its my health! Emily raises her voice. My future!

Mum whirls around, eyes narrowing.

And what about my future? she retorts, thrusting a ladle toward Emily. I still have years before I retire. Ill wait for free treatment! Im not selling the flat for that!

It could take years! Emily jumps from her chair.

Mum shrugs.

Then youll wait. Nothing will happen to you.

Emily falls silent, a lump forming in her throat. Helen asks quietly,

And then?

Emily forces a bitter smile.

I lost two years of my life. I waited for free treatment, lost my grant place, and after the operation I spent months recovering.

Helen whispers,

Poor girl.

Emily carries on,

I had to find work, take a contract, rent a place. I managed it, studying parttime while working days, and eventually I moved out of my mums flat.

She recalls the day she left. Mum stands in the doorway, looking displeased.

Leaving? To whom?

To a friend, Emily replies, packing without glancing back. Ill stay with her for a while, then find my own flat.

Mum raises her voice.

Ungrateful! I raised you, fed you, and you

Emily zips up her bag, then turns to face her mother.

When I needed you, where were you?

You just wanted to squeeze money out of me! You tried to rob me!

Emily walks past her mother.

Goodbye, Mum.

Mum shouts after her,

Dont you dare come back!

The front door slams.

Weve hardly spoken since, Emily returns to the present. Ive built my own life, graduated, met your son she smiles at Helen. You know the rest. Were still renting, but we plan to buy our own house. Our salaries are decent.

Helen nods.

You both have done well. Im proud of you.

From friends and relatives I learned, Emily continues, that Mum sold that onebedroom flat soon after I left. She spent the money quickly a couple of trips abroad, pricey clothes.

Emily shakes her head.

Now she lives in a twobedroom flat she cant afford. She was made redundant, and shes five years from retirement. Thats why she keeps calling, asking for cash.

Emily looks at Helen.

Would you hand over money to a woman like that if you were in my shoes?

Helen gasps, covering her mouth.

I never imagined your mum like that. No wonder she missed the wedding.

She steps closer, wraps an arm around Emilys shoulders.

Dont worry, dear. Leave her behind; God will look after you.

Emily manages a smile, tears welling.

Thank you, Helen, for caring

Helen smooths her hair.

No need for formalities. Call me Mum, okay?

Emily nods, too choked up to speak.

Later, Emilys husband returns from work and finds her weeping, curled against his mothers shoulder.

He drops his keys on the side table and asks anxiously,

Whats wrong?

Her mother, perched atop Emilys head, says cheerfully,

Alls well, love. We just had a hearttoheart.

Emily clings tighter to her motherinlaw. For the first time in years she feels genuine maternal warmth, the kind shes missed since childhood.

Im so glad you get along, her husband sits down on the sofa, embracing both women.

Emily closes her eyes, savoring the family unity. She finally has what shes always wanteda true family with love, support, and care.

You know, she whispers to her husband later that night, after theyre alone in the bedroom, your mum shes amazing.

He pulls her closer.

I know. Thats why I turned out so wonderful.

She playfully nudges him.

Dont get cocky!

What can I say? he pretends offense. I chose an equally wonderful wife.

Emily leans into him, breathing his familiar scent.

Thank you, she says softly.

For what?

For your family. For making it my family too.

He squeezes her tighter, kisses the top of her head.

You deserve the very best.

Lying in the dark beside the man she loves, Emily reflects on the twists of fate. The pain and disappointment with her own mother led her to this new family, where she finally finds the unconditional love and acceptance shes craved all her life.

The phone on the nightstand blinks with a new message. Her mother is texting again, demanding money. Emily looks at the screen, but she doesnt answer. Instead she switches the phone off and snuggles closer to her husband.

The past no longer holds power over her. She rolls onto her other side, closes her eyes, and knows tomorrow will be a new daya day with a family that truly loves her.

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