FIVE-YEAR-OLD TOMMY
Five-year-old Tommy woke up before the alarm rang, crawled under the duvet with me, and whispered excitedly,
Dad, I dreamt about Mum last night.
I woke up instantly.
Mum said shell come back to us as soon as the first snow falls, my son whispered on, Dad, is it going to snow soon?
Soon, I replied, jumping out of bed and flicking on the light. Right, lets get up, Tommy. Breakfast, and then off to nursery.
I dont want to.
Dont want what?
Breakfast.
I dont want it either, I sighed. But we have to.
Why?
We just do. Were men, you and me. What if we have to rescue someone today, and we havent got any strength?
Dad, is Mum coming back?
That was the hardest question. Tommys mum had been gone from this world for a whole year, but my son was still waiting for her.
Shell come back, I answered as cheerfully as I could.
From the sky?
Yeah. Shell be a bit different, though.
How different?
Her face shell look different. But shell be just as kind. And shell love you.
I wish it would snow soon, my son sighed.
Half an hour later, I handed him over to the nursery teacher and dashed for the bus. My old car had refused to start again; the November cold had finally killed off the ancient battery, and now Id have to buy a new one.
I still made it to work on time. Slumped into my chair, switched on the computer, and stared blankly at the monitor.
Alright, Dave! called Mark, who sat at the desk beside me. Dont doze off, the boss will be here soon.
Im not dozing, I replied, Morning.
By the way, rumour has it were getting a new girl in our department. Young. So youll have to look after her.
What for? I shot Mark a questioning glance.
Cause youre a single dad. You need a new wife.
Oh, not you as well, Mark? Listen, Im not a single dad. Im just a dad, raising his son.
But Tommy needs a mum. Doesnt he?
Of course I sighed heavily. But shes got to be the right mum.
And what if this one is?
Who?
The new girl.
Give it a rest I went back to staring at the monitor, trying to focus on work.
The day dragged on.
In the afternoon, I couldnt stand it anymore and asked to leave an hour early. I decided to pick Tommy up first, and then nip to the car parts shop and finally buy that battery.
I hurried from the office and stopped dead fat, wet snowflakes were falling from the sky.
I froze, thinking instantly of Tommy. My heart tightened. I rushed to the bus stop.
But just as I was crossing the road, I noticed a young woman struggling to loosen the wheel nuts on her car, her hands bright red and soaked through with cold. Without really thinking, I walked over and said, perhaps more crossly than I intended,
What are you doing this yourself for? Dont you have a man to help?
No she replied, matter-of-factly.
I can do it myself. Its just this snow. My hands are freezing.
Oh, for goodness sake I knelt down beside her. Look, Id help properly, but Im in a real rush.
Im not asking, she answered, calm as you like.
Thats even worse, I blurted out before I could help myself. Look, if I switch your wheel quickly, can you give me a lift to the nursery? My sons waiting for me.
Really? she exhaled with relief. Of course, Ill give you a lift
It took me ages with the wheel. The spare was flat so I had to pump it up with a hand pump, thank God it was lying in the boot.
As I climbed into the car, pleased with myself, the woman said,
Did you notice, its the first snow
My heart tightened again, so much that I actually groaned, clenching my jaw.
Whats wrong? she asked.
Nothing. Shall we go?
Lets, she smiled. Which direction?
Straight for now. Ill tell you when to turn.
The snow was falling thicker by the minute. We drove in silence. When we arrived at the nursery, the woman suddenly offered,
Ill wait for you. I can give you a lift home after.
No, dont worry. I still need to pop into the auto parts place.
Even better! she beamed. I need to go there too. And unlike you, Im not in any rush. No man, as you know. The snows absolutely pouring your little lad will get soaked
Its alright, really I blurted and hurried out of the car and into the nursery.
When Tommy and I came out, the womans car was still parked outside. She was standing beside it, catching wet flakes on her tongue, just like a child.
When she spotted us, she waved delightedly.
Hey, come on! I waited for you!
Tommy stopped, confused, and stared at me in amazement. Then he looked at the woman, uncertain, and finally said,
Is that Mum? Dad, thats Mum I told you The first snow, and she
He broke into a run and flung himself into her arms. And she, not one bit surprised, swept him up and spun with him through the falling snow.





