A Contract for Love
Sophie sat at the long table, buried beneath a mountain of bridal magazines. Page after glossy page flicked beneath her eager fingers as she drank in every luscious photograph. Her eyes sparkled when she spotted elegant detailsa touch of lace here, a sweep of embroidery there, a whisper of tulle. She lingered over pictures of billowing white dresses, mentally trying each of them on. With every imagined wedding, warmth bloomed in her chest as she envisioned herself gliding down the aisle, all eyes on her, her family bursting with excitement
Beautiful she murmured, eyes still fixed on an especially striking gown with a full skirt and delicate straps. It seemed a dream spun from thin airlight, ethereal, satin glowing beneath studio lights.
But then, quickly, her smile faded. Sophie sighed, set the magazine aside, and rose from her chair. Crossing the room, she stood in front of the tall, carved-frame mirror, scrutinising her reflection. She turned sideways, angled her head, striving to see herself through someone elses eyes. Doubtful thoughts clouded her mindwhat if the fantasy from the pages just didnt measure up to reality?
No, that would never suit me, she pronounced more firmly, as though willing herself to accept it. I havent the figure for it.
She gave herself another twirl, picturing how shed look in a dramatic skirt: voluminous, corseted, layered Only to grimace immediately.
I need something simpler, she mused aloud, as if debating with a silent confidant. Lets forget the extravagant skirts, Id look enormous. But I want something special! After all, I only get married once!
Her hand anxiously swept her hair back, her nerves flaring. So many styles, countless ideasyet none felt quite right. She surveyed the mess of magazines again, willing the perfect design to leap out. Instead, she just felt more weary and lost.
I need to talk to someoneanyonebefore I lose my mind over this, she muttered, perching at the tables edge.
A sharp slam of the front door sent her heart racing. She looked up from her scattered sketches and pictures, startled. Who could it be? At this hour Her mind spun. Only two people had keys: her father, and Oliver, her fiancé. But both were supposed to be busy; her father had an important client meeting, and Oliver was at a work conference, or so hed said over breakfast.
Sophie froze, straining to listen. Unsettling scenarios flooded her imagination: what if someone was breaking in? At this hour, the house was usually emptyshed be at her salon. The thought sent a chill down her spine.
Silently, she left the table, creeping towards the staircase to the ground floor. From the wide sitting-room doorway, shed have a clear view of the entrya perfect vantage point. Sophie edged towards the banister, peering out, shielded by the wall.
Relief washed over her. It was only Oliver. His unmistakable formher senses calmed immediately. He was just pulling off his shoes, tossing them haphazardly towards the rack, whistling quietly under his breath.
Oliver? she whispered, perplexed. Why was he home? He should be at his meeting
She watched, trying to unravel the puzzle. Was it a surprise? Or Who was he talking to?
Darling, just hang on a bit longer. His voice was gentle, tender in a way Sophie had never quite heard. She stopped dead. Hed never spoken to her like that. Ill keep my side of the bargain, and soon enough, well be together.
Sophie turned to ice inside. Her fingers clenched into her palms. Bargain? Andwho was this darling?
How much longer? Oliver continued, his tone cool, businesslike. Six months, thats it. A month until the wedding, then a few months of domestic happiness His words faltered, a sound of distaste creeping into his voice, as though he had to force them past a sour taste.
Sophie squeezed her eyes shut, trying to process what shed just heard. The weddingher weddingjust a stipulation in some agreement?
As for what Peter Graham does after that, I couldnt care less, Oliver pressed on, a freedom to his words now, as though casting off a heavy weight. Ill pack up my things and go as soon as the last of the payment hits my account.
Those final words smacked her like a slap. Sophie staggered, catching hold of the door frame. One thought spun around her mind: He lied. Hes been lying all this time!
She edged backwards, careful not to make a sound. Her thoughts whirled, but one truth threaded through the chaos: her father was entangled in this somehow. Bargain. Payment. Six-month plan. It all built into a nightmare picture that made her want to shriekbut the sound stuck in her throat.
Still, Sophie forced herself to listen. Maybe shed learn more, something that might explain all of this.
Oliver settled comfortably into an armchair and stretched his legs, entirely unaware Sophie was just around the corner, hearing, every word, unconcealed.
Stop worrying, he soothed, shaking his head. You know I only love you! I got into this whole mess just for you. Dont you want a sizeable flat in the heart of London? Fancy clothes and jewellery? How long would that take on my salary as an assistant? Just six months, I promise.
Youll be together far sooner than you think, Sophie said steadily, descending the stairs step by step, forcing herself through each invisible barrier. Her knees wobbled, but she held her head high.
Oliver spun at the sound of her voice. The colour drained from his face; his mouth worked silently, then he dropped his phone onto the carpet with a dull clunk.
Soph? he gasped, rising shakily. His voice shook with confusion and fear. What do you mean, love?
He stepped towards her, reaching out in that calming, familiar way. But Sophie backed away, lifting her chin. Gone from her eyes was the trust, affectionleft only hard, bitter clarity.
Soph she repeated, almost in a whisper, all her pain pouring into that single word. Seriously? Do you think I heard nothing?
Standing before him, Sophie searched his eyes for somethingregret, perhapsbut only saw panic, a desperate scramble for excuses.
This darling this woman is she the one you passed off as your sister? Her voice trembled, but froze with icy intensity.
Oliver paled. He stooped mechanically for his phone, as though it might rescue him. His fingers shook as he gripped it, his mind racing for an escape.
Youre mistaken. I dont know what youre on about, he finally managed, trying for calm. Who is this darling? I havent a clue.
He stepped forward, intent on taking her hand, but Sophie pulled away sharply, her resolve strengthening.
Oh, you know perfectly well, she replied, a dark smile tugging at her lipsthe pain behind it so raw, Oliver looked away. I heard everything. You cooing on the phone It was sickening to listen to.
She swallowed, steadying her voice. She refused to let him see how deeply his treachery cut. All her dreams, plans, cherished momentsnow revealed as cheap trickery, an act in which she was the naive fool.
Oliver said nothing. He realised there was no wriggling out of it, only his own careless mistake of not checking the house was empty. But admitting fault was terrifying. He still hoped things might be wrenched back on track, somehow.
There wont be a wedding, as youve surely guessed, Sophie said coldly, her words final enough to chill the blood in Olivers veins. But before I throw you out, I want the truth. No more lies, no more explanations. Just the truth.
Her voice held steady, even though inside everything screamed with pain. She folded her arms, defensive, guarding against any further blows. No tears burned in her eyesonly a steely determination to know exactly how deep this deception ran.
The truth? Oliver scoffed, his sneer erasing any need to fake affection. Thats what you want, is it? Fine. Truth is, Id never have spared you a glance if your father hadnt offered me a deal. Oliver spoke carelessly, no hint of remorse. All the attention, the dates, the complimentsI got a cushy job, and a tidy sum for my trouble. Two salaries, you could say.
His tone was almost casual, like describing a trip to the shops or a dull office meeting. But each word sank like glass splinters in Sophies heart, shattering the last pieces of her trust.
All for the money? she whispered, her insides numb, forcing herself to hold his gaze even as her voice wavered.
And did you think someone could fall for looks like yours? Oliver snorted, the sound cruel, cold, nothing like the man Sophie thought she knew. When did you last really look in the mirror? Go have another look.
Each word burned worse than she imagined possible. Bitter tears pricked at her eyes, but she balled her fists so hard her nails cut her palms, refusing to let her weakness show.
She simply stared at him in silence for a few seconds, struggling to digest all shed just heard. The world seemed to close in, colours fading, every shared memory and hope revealed as part of a heartless ruse in which she was nothing but a means to an end.
Get out, she said, her voice unexpectedly firm amidst the storm inside. Ill send your things by courier. Out!
Olivers final glance was contemptuous, clinical, as if he wanted to imprint her figurestunned, red-eyed, tremblingon his memory forever. No regret shone there, nothing but cold relief at being able to drop the act. He turned, strolled to the door with deliberate indifference, slipped on his coat, and clicked the lock. Sophie was left alone in ringing silence.
The instant the door snapped shut behind him, Oliver was swallowed by anxiety. Now he worried about Peter GrahamSophies father. The man was tough, powerful, utterly unforgiving. Hed stop at nothing for his daughter, and Oliver realised the consequences could be serious. What a bloody stupid plan, he muttered, hurrying down the steps. But the promised moneyin pounds sterlingalready rested in his account. That, at least, brought small comfort.
Well, at least I earned it, he mumbled as he stepped into the street. I just hope they dont ask for it back. I did the job!
Inside, Sophies hands shook as she dialed her fathers number. Her fingers fumbled over the screen, missing numbers, but at last she connected.
Dad! she shouted the moment Peter answered. How could you? How could you do this to me?
She didnt wait for questions, refused him any chance to respond. Her words tumbled out, ragged and furious:
You set the whole thing up! You found him, paid him, made him pretend to love me! You didnt even bother to ask what I wantedyou just decided you knew best!
Her voice trembled but she pressed on, venting months of disappointment and betrayal:
I trusted you! I actually believed he loved me! It was all a show! You turned my life into some grotesque theatre!
Peter tried to speak, but Sophie was beyond hearing. She poured out everything pent up over the monthsevery injury, every disillusion, the sharp agony of betrayal.
Never again! Nevereverinterfere in my life again! Do you hear me? Never!
She jabbed the hang-up button, hurled her phone at the sofa, and at last let the sobs come. Tears streamed down, her face buried in her hands, shoulders shaking. In that moment, she was again a little girl, wounded and abandoned, left alone to process her pain.
Her tears werent just for Oliver. Years of insecurity and self-doubt surged up with crushing force. Sophie had always struggled with her looks, standing before mirrors, fixating on everything she thought was wrong. If only I had a tiny waist If I were a bit curvier The thoughts circled ceaselessly, fed by images in magazines and on screens, until reality itself felt lacking.
She had often considered cosmetic surgery, imagining how she might be transformed. But whenever she looked at her mother, she hesitated.
Her motheror Annabel, as she insisted everyone call her, even for the simplest thingscherished the musical sound of her name, an echo of the refined, glamorous woman she wished to be. Once, she really was beautiful; perfect features, thick hair, an air of effortless grace that turned heads.
Everything changed the day Annabel put her trust in some so-called miracle surgeon, on the glowing recommendation of a friend. She wanted to tweak her nosenothing major, barely noticeable. But the surgeon bungled it; the results were irreversible. Her face changed, and not for the better.
Annabel didnt quit straight away. She visited clinic after clinic, sought out the best surgeons, spent a fortune pursuing more operations. Every time, she hoped shed get back the beauty shed lost. But things only grew worse.
Joy slowly drained from her life. First went her confidence, then her desire to be seen. She stopped looking in mirrors, hid beneath wide hats and dark glasses, sank into a fog of depression. Mornings brought painful glances into the mirror; days were spent in drawn curtains; evenings, in endless reflections on what might have been.
Eventually, Annabel just disappeared. No explanations, no farewellsjust a note to Peter: I cannot go on. Forgive me. Silence. No phone calls, no letters, nothing. She vanished, leaving her daughter in Peters care.
Sophie grew up gazing at photographs of the old Annabelsmiling, radiant, beautiful. Thats how she remembered her: with the gentle look that warmed the soul. But reality was otherwise, and each year the gap widened between how her mother once was and the woman whod left them.
From childhood, Sophie compared herself to her motherand always found herself lacking. Mum had perfect cheekbones. Ive just got round cheeks, shed think, scrutinising her reflection. Her hair was silky, mine frizzes, shed lament. Every detail seemed a flaw: nose too big, lips not full enough, figure too boxy. Even when others called her pretty, she didnt believe them. Compared to Annabel, Sophie felt a mere shadow.
This lack of confidence seeped into every aspect of her life. At school, she shunned attention. At university, she avoided public speaking, fearing scrutiny. And dating that was hardest of all. Men rarely gave her a second glance, and if they did, interest soon faded. She blamed her looks.
If only I were prettier, things would be different, shed torment herself, blind to the truth that her own self-doubt drove people away.
And then Oliver had appeared. He stormed into her life, radiating energy. He noticed her; he looked at her as if she were the only woman in the world. He offered specific praise: her laughter, her smile, the way she listened. He took her to charming cafés, brought her flowers for no occasion, remembered the tiniest things shed offhandedly mentioned.
With Oliver, Sophie had finally begun to feel lovelynot flawless like her mother, but enough. Attractive enough. Deserving enough. She opened up, dared to believe she could be happy. The more time they spent together, the more convinced she became: this was real love.
Now it was all in ruins. Olivers words, overheard by accident, smashed her fragile faith to pieces. He had never loved her. It had all been a performance. From first glance to last compliment, it was staged. Most painful of allher father had orchestrated it. The man shed trusted most in the world
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Standing before a fitting room mirror now, Sophie felt a curious unfamiliar calm instead of the elation shed expected. Her white wedding dress hugged her frame, highlighting her shoulders, flowing out in a gentle sweep below the waist. The soft rustle of fabric accompanied every move, the lace sleeves flickered with the light.
She studied her reflection, no longer hunting for flaws or nitpicking details as shed done for years. Today was differenttoday, she accepted herself, just as she was.
An hour later, Sophie walked the aisle between rows of guests. Her head was high, her back straight, her pace measured. In her eyes shone not the usual dreamy glaze of a bride, but crisp, unwavering certainty. She met the gazes of those she passed; some admired her beauty, others whisperedthis bride was certainly not the wilting, teary type at the altar.
Guests parted, murmuring, smiling. Sophie nodded in response, thoughts elsewhere, remembering a conversation with her father months earlier.
Dad, Im going to accept Andrews proposal, shed declared, meeting his eyes squarely over the breakfast table.
Hed paused, mug in hand, caught off guard by her decisiveness.
Are you sure, love? Its a big step.
Im sure, shed replied firmly. Im done waiting for some grand love that might never come. I want stability, respect, a good partner. Andrew can give me that.
But love hed begun, only to be interrupted.
Love is wonderful, Dad. But Im tired of sitting around expecting miracles. I want to build my life with my own hands.
Now, as she drew closer to her groom, she silently recalled those words. Andrew waited for her, nervous but putting on a brave face. There was no wild passion in his eyes, but plenty of kindness and sincere respectthe very things Sophie most valued now.
As the registrar started her customary speech, Sophie realised she did not regret her choice. It wasnt a fairy tale of grand romance. But it was her decisionrational, mature, with clear eyes.
Maybe Andrew wont ever be madly in love with me, she mused as she looked at her soon-to-be husband. But hell always respect me. And maybe, just maybe, well grow to love each other in time
The thought strengthened her. She smiled at Andrewnot for the cameras, but honestly, for the first time in ages, certain she was making the right choice. In the end, love comes in many forms. Perhaps, their story is only beginningnot in a blaze of passion, but on the solid ground where something real can be built.
