Our Quiet Day Vera closed her laptop and looked at James. He was standing by the window, mug in hand, gazing at the garden below. “I’ve booked it for Thursday,” she said. “Eleven in the morning. We need to arrive half an hour earlier.” He turned, nodded. “All right. I’ll take the day off.” She waited, but he didn’t add anything. Vera got up and walked over to him. “Are you sure you don’t want to invite anyone?” “No,” James answered calmly. “We agreed, didn’t we.” She nodded. They really had discussed it: three years together, both after divorces, both adults with children and work. The marriage certificate was for practical reasons—inheritance, insurance, being able to sign documents for each other. Not a party, not a dress, not a hundred guests in a restaurant. Just registration. They’d submitted their application, as required, nearly a month ago, and now it was just a formality. “Then I’ll tell Mum tomorrow,” said Vera. James put his mug on the windowsill, hugged her. “It’ll be fine,” he said. She wasn’t so sure. Her mum rang on Saturday while Vera was at Sainsbury’s. She was waiting in the queue at checkout, phone pressed to her ear, listening as her mum’s voice got higher. “So you’re going to tie the knot on a weekday, with no family there, and barely any warning?” “Mum, I’m telling you now. A week’s notice.” “A week isn’t warning, it’s springing it on me. Vera, I’m your mum. James is a good man. Why are you hiding?” Vera gripped her phone tighter. “We’re not hiding. We just don’t want a big wedding. We’re both over forty, it’s our second marriage. We don’t need a crowd.” “So I’m just another guest to you?” her mum’s voice trembled. “Am I a guest?” “Mum, please.” “Are you embarrassed by me?” “No. We just decided to do it differently.” Her mum went quiet for a few moments, then said softly and coldly: “Do as you wish. But don’t be surprised if people think something’s wrong with you two.” She hung up. Vera unloaded groceries onto the conveyor belt, feeling herself tighten inside. James heard about his mum’s reaction from his sister. She texted him that evening: “Mum’s crying. Says you didn’t invite her to the wedding. Why?” He called his mum. The chat was brief. “You could have told me earlier,” his mum sighed. “I’d have baked a cake. Or bought flowers. Something.” “Mum, we don’t want a party.” “I’m not talking about a party. I just want to be there.” James sat on the sofa, staring at his phone. “Sorry,” he said. “But we’ve decided.” “Then don’t expect me to be happy,” she replied, and hung up. Vera’s friends started a discussion on their group chat. Katie wrote: “Vee, seriously? No dress, no photos? It’s your big day!” Someone else added: “Maybe at least pop to a café after? We’d just sit with you.” Vera typed a reply, deleted it, typed again. “Girls, thank you. But we truly don’t need that. We’re just signing papers, that’s all.” Katie replied almost instantly: “I get it. But I’m sad. I wanted to celebrate you in person.” Vera switched off her phone and put it on the table. James sat nearby, reading something on his tablet. “They’re upset,” said Vera. “Who?” “The girls. Mum. Your mum. Everyone.” James looked up. “It’s our decision,” he said. “Not theirs.” “I know,” Vera rubbed her face. “It just doesn’t feel nice.” “Doesn’t feel nice, or do you regret it?” She looked at him. “I don’t know.” Nastia, Vera’s daughter, came round on Monday night. She was twenty-three, sharing a flat with a friend, working at a design studio. Vera made tea, and they sat in the kitchen. “Mum, why bother getting married at all?” Nastia asked, unwinding her scarf. “You live together already.” Vera explained about documents, insurance, sorting everyday things more easily. Nastia listened, nodded. “Okay, fair. But why nobody there?” “We just don’t want the drama.” Nastia paused. “Grandma called me,” she said. “She cried. She said you’re pushing her away.” Vera squeezed her mug. “I’m not. I just don’t want to do what I don’t need.” “But she needs it,” Nastia said quietly. “She wants to be there—not for the wedding, but to be part of your life.” Vera looked at her daughter, at a loss for words. Wednesday morning, James arrived at work and his colleague Simon immediately asked: “Heard you’re getting married tomorrow?” James was surprised. “How?” “Your sister told my wife. They’re both at the same gym. Congrats, by the way. Why didn’t you invite anyone?” James shrugged. “We’re just signing papers. Quietly.” Simon smirked. “Right. Secretive you are, mate. Good luck.” James sat at his desk, switched his computer on. The word “secretive” lodged like a splinter. On Wednesday evening, the night before they signed the register, Vera and James had a row. Not loud, no shouting, but heavy. Vera said: “Maybe we should at least invite our parents? To the registry. Just have them stand with us.” James looked up from his phone. “You serious?” “Yeah. Seriously. I’m tired of feeling guilty.” “You feel guilty because they’re pressuring you. It’s manipulation, Vera.” “It’s not manipulation. It’s my mum. She wants to be at her daughter’s wedding.” “You’re not ‘getting married’, you’re signing a form. And we agreed this was for us, not them.” Vera paced the room. “Maybe I want them there. Maybe I want Mum to see me happy.” James looked at her calmly for a long time. “Then be honest: do you want a quiet wedding, or do you want to please everyone?” Vera stopped. “I just want everyone to stop pushing me.” “They won’t,” said James. “If we invite them, they’ll want a restaurant. If we do that, they’ll fuss about the guest list. If we invite everyone, someone will moan about the food. It never ends.” Vera sat on the sofa, hands over her face. “I’m scared they’ll hate me.” James moved next to her, hugged her shoulders. “They won’t. They’re just used to you fitting their plans. Now you’re making your own. It’s unfamiliar. But it’s your life.” Vera lifted her head. “Aren’t you scared?” “Yeah,” he said quietly, “but I’m tired of living by other people’s rules.” She leaned against him, and they sat together in silence until the sky outside went dark. On Thursday morning, they took a taxi to the registry office. Vera wore a simple pale dress, not bridal, just nice. James wore his work suit. He carried a small bouquet—seven white roses, bought from a tube station florist on the way. It was quiet in the registry office. The registration took barely fifteen minutes. Signatures, certificate, a quick kiss. Vera felt a strange lightness—and an emptiness too. She missed someone’s eyes, someone’s joy. But she chased the thought away. Outside, James said: “Let’s go to a café. Just sit together.” They found a little café a couple of streets away, ordered cappuccinos and croissants. They sat by the window, not speaking. Later, Vera took out her phone and texted her mum: “We’ve signed. All’s fine. We’ll pop round next weekend.” The reply came in a minute: “Okay.” James texted his mum the same. No answer came. Vera put her phone down. “Do you think they’ll forgive us?” “I don’t know,” said James. “But we did the right thing.” Vera wanted to believe him, but the doubt still tugged inside. That evening, Nastia came over. She brought a bottle of champagne and a little bouquet. “Congratulations,” she said, hugging them both. “I’m happy for you.” They sat in the kitchen, the three of them, drinking champagne from ordinary glasses, eating the salad Vera had made the night before. Nastia talked about work, made jokes. Vera watched her and felt something inside soften. Someone was with them. Someone came. After Nastia left, James hugged Vera at the door. “See?” he said. “All fine.” She nodded, but her mum’s words still rang in her ears. Ten days later, Vera went to see her mum. She brought a pie she’d baked herself, and two jars of homemade jam. Her mum opened the door, let her into the flat without a word. They sat in the kitchen. Vera put the pie on the table and sliced it. Her mum poured the tea. “How are you?” Vera asked. “Okay,” her mum replied, short. The silence stretched. Vera took a sip. “Mum, I’m sorry it turned out like this.” Her mum looked up. “I just don’t understand why you couldn’t ask me. Just ask.” “Because I was scared it’d become something I didn’t want.” “I’m not ‘it’. I’m your mum.” “I know,” Vera put her spoon down. “But I was scared. Scared you’d want a restaurant, guests, a dress. That you’d get upset if I said no. And it was easier not to invite anyone at all.” Her mum was silent. “You think I’m some kind of monster?” “No. I think you want what’s best for me. But your ‘best’ and mine aren’t always the same.” Her mum sighed and stared out the window. “It hurt,” she said at last. “Really hurt that you didn’t want me there.” “I do want you,” Vera said softly. “Just not as an organiser. Just as my mum.” Her mum dabbed her eyes with a tissue, nodded. “All right. What’s done is done.” They finished their tea, chatted a little about work, about Nastia, about James. And when Vera was leaving, her mum hugged her tightly at the door. “Be happy,” she said. At home, James looked at her with a question in his eyes. Vera shrugged off her jacket, walked into the kitchen. “How did it go?” he asked. “Okay,” Vera poured herself some water. “Not perfect. But okay.” James came over, hugged her from behind. “She’ll forgive you?” “In time. I hope.” They stood together for a few minutes. Rain streamed down the window in thin lines. Vera watched the water and thought that they’d done things right. Not perfectly, not without losses—but right. James kissed her hair. “We did it,” he said. “Yes,” Vera replied. “We did.” She turned to him, and they simply stood together in their kitchen, in their flat, in the life they’d chosen for themselves.

Our Quiet Day

Claire closed her laptop and glanced over at Tom. He was standing by the window, a mug in hand, gazing out into the garden.

Ive booked Thursday, she said. Eleven oclock. We need to get there half an hour early.

He turned, nodded.

Alright. Ill take the morning off.

She waited, but he said nothing more. Claire got up and joined him by the window.

Youre absolutely sure you dont want to invite anyone?

No, Tom replied, perfectly calm. We agreed, didnt we?

She nodded. They really had agreed: three years together, both previously married, both grown-ups with children and jobs. The registry office stamp was purely practicalinheritance, insurance, being allowed to sign each others paperwork. No show, no dress, no grand do with a hundred people. Just registration. Theyd submitted the paperwork a month before, as one does, and this was just the next step.

Alright then, Ill tell Mum tomorrow, Claire said.

Tom set his mug on the sill and hugged her.

Itll be fine, he said.

She wasnt half as sure.

Her mother called on Saturday, while Claire was at Sainsburys. She was in the queue at the checkout, phone pressed to her ear, listening as Mums tone rose ever so slightly.

So youre getting married mid-week, with no family, and you cant even give us a proper heads up?

Mum, I am giving you a heads up. A whole weeks worth.

A weeks not a warning, its just dropping a bombshell. Claire, Im your mother. Toms a decent chap, why are you hiding?

Claire squeezed her phone.

Were not hiding. We just dont want a big wedding. Were both in our forties, its the second time for each of us. Were fine without the fuss.

So Im a guest now? Mums voice was wobbling. Just a guest?

Mum, please dont.

Are you ashamed of me?

No. We just want to do things differently.

Mum went quietdangerously quietfor a few seconds and then coldly replied, Do as you please. But dont be upset if people think youve something to hide.

She hung up. Claire started unloading her shopping, feeling a little knot inside.

Tom heard about his own mothers reaction from his sister. She texted him in the evening: Mums upset. Says you didnt invite her to your wedding. Why?

Tom called his mother. The conversation was brief.

You couldve just told me, she sighed, weary. Id have baked a Victoria sponge. Or bought some flowers. Something.

Mum, were not having a celebration.

Its not about the party. Im your mother. I ought to be there.

Tom stared at his phone.

Im sorry, he said. But weve made up our minds.

Dont expect me to be pleased about it, she replied, then put down the phone.

Claires friends launched a debate in the group chat. Sophie wrote, Clairie, come on! No dress, no photos? Its YOUR day!

Another piped in, At least go to a café after? We could join, just to celebrate.

Claire typed a reply, deleted it, tried again.

Girls, thank you. But honestly, we dont need a fuss. Were just signing the papers, thats all.

Sophie replied almost instantly, I get it. But Im sad. I wanted to be happy for you in person.

Claire turned off her phone and placed it on the table. Tom was next to her, reading something on his tablet.

Theyre upset, Claire said.

Who?

Friends. My mum. Your mum. Everyone.

Tom looked up.

Its our choice, he said. Not theirs.

I know, Claire rubbed her face. It just feels rubbish.

Do you feel rubbish, or do you regret it?

She considered it.

I dont know.

Claires daughter, Lucy, popped in on Monday evening. Twenty-three, sharing a flat with her mate, working for a design studio. Claire brewed some tea and they sat in the kitchen.

Mum, why are you even bothering with the wedding bit? Lucy asked, unspooling her scarf. You live together already.

Claire explained the paperwork, the insurance, the day-to-day practicality. Lucy listened, nodded.

Alright, makes sense, she said. But why no guests?

Because neither of us want all the drama.

Lucy was quiet a moment.

Nan called me, she said. She cried. Said youre pushing her away.

Claire gripped her mug.

Im not. I just dont want to do what I dont need.

But she needs it, Lucy said quietly. She just wants to be part of your life. Not about the wedding. Just being there.

Claire looked at her daughter and said nothing.

On Wednesday morning Tom went to work, where his colleague Jack immediately asked:

Heard youre getting hitched tomorrow?

Tom was taken aback.

How?

Your sister told my wife. They go to the same yoga. Congratulations, by the way. So why didnt you invite anyone?

Tom shrugged.

Just keeping it low-key.

Jack grinned.

Mysterious as ever, Tom. Well, best of luck.

Tom sat down and fired up his computer. The word mysterious stuck in his head like a splinter.

Wednesday night, the evening before the wedding, Claire and Tom had their first proper spat. No shouting, just heavy air.

Claire said, Maybe we should invite just the parents? To the registry office. Theyll only stand by.

Tom looked up from his phone.

Youre serious?

Yes. Im tired of feeling guilty.

You feel guilty because theyre making you. Its emotional blackmail, Claire.

Its not blackmail. Shes my mum. She wants to be there when I get married.

Youre not getting married. Youre filling in a form. We agreed that were doing it for us, not them.

Claire paced the living room.

Maybe I want them there. Maybe it matters to me that Mum sees Im happy.

Tom watched her, quiet and steady.

Just be honest: do you want a quiet registry or do you want to please everyone?

Claire stopped walking.

I want everyone to stop pushing me around.

They wont, Tom said. Invite them to the registry, theyll push for a meal. Get a restaurant, theyll argue about the guest list. Invite everyone, someone will moan about the food. Its endless.

Claire flopped onto the sofa and hid her face in her hands.

Im scared theyll hate me.

Tom sat beside her, put his arm around her shoulders.

They wont. Theyre just used to you doing what suits them, not you. This is your life. Its a shock, thats all.

Claire lifted her head.

Arent you scared?

Terrified, he admitted. But Im done playing by someone elses rules.

She leaned on his shoulder and they just sat in silence until the sky outside went inky.

On Thursday morning they went to the registry office in a taxi. Claire wore a light dress, not bridal, just nice. Tom wore his work suit. He carried a small bunch of seven white roses, bought at a stall by the tube on the way.

It was quiet in the registry office. They were registered swiftly, fifteen minutes tops. A quick signature, a certificate, a quick peck for luck. Claire felt oddly free, yet hollow. She missed someones excitement, somebodys smilebut quickly shooed away the thought.

Outside, Tom suggested, Lets find a café. Sit for a bit.

Two blocks down, they found a tiny coffee shop, ordered cappuccinos and croissants, sat by the window in companionable silence. Then Claire sent her mum a text: Were married now. Everythings fine. Well pop round next weekend.

Reply came in a minute: Alright.

Tom sent his mum the same. No reply.

Claire put her phone down.

Do you think theyll forgive us?

Tom shrugged. Not sure. But we did what felt right.

Claire longed to believe him, but doubt still gnawed.

That evening Lucy came over. She brought bubbly and a posy of flowers.

Congratulations, she said, hugging them both. Im really happy for you.

The three of them sat in the kitchen, drank prosecco from ordinary glasses and ate salad Claire had made the night before. Lucy chattered about work, cracked jokes. Claire watched her, feeling something soften inside. At least someone was there. At least someone showed up.

After Lucy left, Tom hugged Claire at the door.

See? he said. Its alright.

She nodded, though her mums words were still ricocheting through her head.

Ten days on, Claire visited her mother. She brought a homemade apple pie and two jars of strawberry jam. Mum opened the door without a word and let her in.

They sat in the kitchen. Claire sliced the pie, Mum poured tea.

How are you? Claire ventured.

Fine, a short reply.

The silence stretched. Claire took a sip.

Mum, Im sorry things turned out this way.

Mum looked up.

I still dont get why you couldnt have just invited me. Just me.

I was scared it would turn into something I didnt want.

Im not something. Im your mum.

I know, Claire put down her spoon. But I was afraid youd want a restaurant, guests, a frock. Youd be disappointed if I refused. It seemed easier not to ask anyone.

Mum paused.

You think Im that frightful?

No. I think you wish me the best, but your best and mine arent always the same.

Mum sighed, gazing out the window.

It really hurt, you know, she said at last. It hurt knowing you didnt want me there.

I do need you, Claire replied softly. But as my mum, not as an event manager.

Mum dabbed her eyes with a hanky.

Well. Whats done is done.

They finished their tea and chatted about work, Lucy, Tom. When Claire was leaving, Mum hugged her tight and held on.

Just be happy, she said.

Back home, Tom was waiting, eyes questioning. Claire shrugged off her coat and headed to the kitchen.

How did it go? he asked.

Alright, Claire poured a glass of water. Not perfect. But alright.

Tom put his arms round her from behind.

Will she come round?

In time. I think so.

They stood like that for several minutes. Rain trickled down the window outside in thin lines. Claire watched the drops and felt certain theyd done things right. Not perfectly, not without bruisesbut right.

Tom kissed the top of her head.

We managed it, he said.

We did, Claire replied. We really did.

She turned to him, and there they stoodjust the two of themin their kitchen, in their flat, living the life theyd chosen for themselves.

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Our Quiet Day Vera closed her laptop and looked at James. He was standing by the window, mug in hand, gazing at the garden below. “I’ve booked it for Thursday,” she said. “Eleven in the morning. We need to arrive half an hour earlier.” He turned, nodded. “All right. I’ll take the day off.” She waited, but he didn’t add anything. Vera got up and walked over to him. “Are you sure you don’t want to invite anyone?” “No,” James answered calmly. “We agreed, didn’t we.” She nodded. They really had discussed it: three years together, both after divorces, both adults with children and work. The marriage certificate was for practical reasons—inheritance, insurance, being able to sign documents for each other. Not a party, not a dress, not a hundred guests in a restaurant. Just registration. They’d submitted their application, as required, nearly a month ago, and now it was just a formality. “Then I’ll tell Mum tomorrow,” said Vera. James put his mug on the windowsill, hugged her. “It’ll be fine,” he said. She wasn’t so sure. Her mum rang on Saturday while Vera was at Sainsbury’s. She was waiting in the queue at checkout, phone pressed to her ear, listening as her mum’s voice got higher. “So you’re going to tie the knot on a weekday, with no family there, and barely any warning?” “Mum, I’m telling you now. A week’s notice.” “A week isn’t warning, it’s springing it on me. Vera, I’m your mum. James is a good man. Why are you hiding?” Vera gripped her phone tighter. “We’re not hiding. We just don’t want a big wedding. We’re both over forty, it’s our second marriage. We don’t need a crowd.” “So I’m just another guest to you?” her mum’s voice trembled. “Am I a guest?” “Mum, please.” “Are you embarrassed by me?” “No. We just decided to do it differently.” Her mum went quiet for a few moments, then said softly and coldly: “Do as you wish. But don’t be surprised if people think something’s wrong with you two.” She hung up. Vera unloaded groceries onto the conveyor belt, feeling herself tighten inside. James heard about his mum’s reaction from his sister. She texted him that evening: “Mum’s crying. Says you didn’t invite her to the wedding. Why?” He called his mum. The chat was brief. “You could have told me earlier,” his mum sighed. “I’d have baked a cake. Or bought flowers. Something.” “Mum, we don’t want a party.” “I’m not talking about a party. I just want to be there.” James sat on the sofa, staring at his phone. “Sorry,” he said. “But we’ve decided.” “Then don’t expect me to be happy,” she replied, and hung up. Vera’s friends started a discussion on their group chat. Katie wrote: “Vee, seriously? No dress, no photos? It’s your big day!” Someone else added: “Maybe at least pop to a café after? We’d just sit with you.” Vera typed a reply, deleted it, typed again. “Girls, thank you. But we truly don’t need that. We’re just signing papers, that’s all.” Katie replied almost instantly: “I get it. But I’m sad. I wanted to celebrate you in person.” Vera switched off her phone and put it on the table. James sat nearby, reading something on his tablet. “They’re upset,” said Vera. “Who?” “The girls. Mum. Your mum. Everyone.” James looked up. “It’s our decision,” he said. “Not theirs.” “I know,” Vera rubbed her face. “It just doesn’t feel nice.” “Doesn’t feel nice, or do you regret it?” She looked at him. “I don’t know.” Nastia, Vera’s daughter, came round on Monday night. She was twenty-three, sharing a flat with a friend, working at a design studio. Vera made tea, and they sat in the kitchen. “Mum, why bother getting married at all?” Nastia asked, unwinding her scarf. “You live together already.” Vera explained about documents, insurance, sorting everyday things more easily. Nastia listened, nodded. “Okay, fair. But why nobody there?” “We just don’t want the drama.” Nastia paused. “Grandma called me,” she said. “She cried. She said you’re pushing her away.” Vera squeezed her mug. “I’m not. I just don’t want to do what I don’t need.” “But she needs it,” Nastia said quietly. “She wants to be there—not for the wedding, but to be part of your life.” Vera looked at her daughter, at a loss for words. Wednesday morning, James arrived at work and his colleague Simon immediately asked: “Heard you’re getting married tomorrow?” James was surprised. “How?” “Your sister told my wife. They’re both at the same gym. Congrats, by the way. Why didn’t you invite anyone?” James shrugged. “We’re just signing papers. Quietly.” Simon smirked. “Right. Secretive you are, mate. Good luck.” James sat at his desk, switched his computer on. The word “secretive” lodged like a splinter. On Wednesday evening, the night before they signed the register, Vera and James had a row. Not loud, no shouting, but heavy. Vera said: “Maybe we should at least invite our parents? To the registry. Just have them stand with us.” James looked up from his phone. “You serious?” “Yeah. Seriously. I’m tired of feeling guilty.” “You feel guilty because they’re pressuring you. It’s manipulation, Vera.” “It’s not manipulation. It’s my mum. She wants to be at her daughter’s wedding.” “You’re not ‘getting married’, you’re signing a form. And we agreed this was for us, not them.” Vera paced the room. “Maybe I want them there. Maybe I want Mum to see me happy.” James looked at her calmly for a long time. “Then be honest: do you want a quiet wedding, or do you want to please everyone?” Vera stopped. “I just want everyone to stop pushing me.” “They won’t,” said James. “If we invite them, they’ll want a restaurant. If we do that, they’ll fuss about the guest list. If we invite everyone, someone will moan about the food. It never ends.” Vera sat on the sofa, hands over her face. “I’m scared they’ll hate me.” James moved next to her, hugged her shoulders. “They won’t. They’re just used to you fitting their plans. Now you’re making your own. It’s unfamiliar. But it’s your life.” Vera lifted her head. “Aren’t you scared?” “Yeah,” he said quietly, “but I’m tired of living by other people’s rules.” She leaned against him, and they sat together in silence until the sky outside went dark. On Thursday morning, they took a taxi to the registry office. Vera wore a simple pale dress, not bridal, just nice. James wore his work suit. He carried a small bouquet—seven white roses, bought from a tube station florist on the way. It was quiet in the registry office. The registration took barely fifteen minutes. Signatures, certificate, a quick kiss. Vera felt a strange lightness—and an emptiness too. She missed someone’s eyes, someone’s joy. But she chased the thought away. Outside, James said: “Let’s go to a café. Just sit together.” They found a little café a couple of streets away, ordered cappuccinos and croissants. They sat by the window, not speaking. Later, Vera took out her phone and texted her mum: “We’ve signed. All’s fine. We’ll pop round next weekend.” The reply came in a minute: “Okay.” James texted his mum the same. No answer came. Vera put her phone down. “Do you think they’ll forgive us?” “I don’t know,” said James. “But we did the right thing.” Vera wanted to believe him, but the doubt still tugged inside. That evening, Nastia came over. She brought a bottle of champagne and a little bouquet. “Congratulations,” she said, hugging them both. “I’m happy for you.” They sat in the kitchen, the three of them, drinking champagne from ordinary glasses, eating the salad Vera had made the night before. Nastia talked about work, made jokes. Vera watched her and felt something inside soften. Someone was with them. Someone came. After Nastia left, James hugged Vera at the door. “See?” he said. “All fine.” She nodded, but her mum’s words still rang in her ears. Ten days later, Vera went to see her mum. She brought a pie she’d baked herself, and two jars of homemade jam. Her mum opened the door, let her into the flat without a word. They sat in the kitchen. Vera put the pie on the table and sliced it. Her mum poured the tea. “How are you?” Vera asked. “Okay,” her mum replied, short. The silence stretched. Vera took a sip. “Mum, I’m sorry it turned out like this.” Her mum looked up. “I just don’t understand why you couldn’t ask me. Just ask.” “Because I was scared it’d become something I didn’t want.” “I’m not ‘it’. I’m your mum.” “I know,” Vera put her spoon down. “But I was scared. Scared you’d want a restaurant, guests, a dress. That you’d get upset if I said no. And it was easier not to invite anyone at all.” Her mum was silent. “You think I’m some kind of monster?” “No. I think you want what’s best for me. But your ‘best’ and mine aren’t always the same.” Her mum sighed and stared out the window. “It hurt,” she said at last. “Really hurt that you didn’t want me there.” “I do want you,” Vera said softly. “Just not as an organiser. Just as my mum.” Her mum dabbed her eyes with a tissue, nodded. “All right. What’s done is done.” They finished their tea, chatted a little about work, about Nastia, about James. And when Vera was leaving, her mum hugged her tightly at the door. “Be happy,” she said. At home, James looked at her with a question in his eyes. Vera shrugged off her jacket, walked into the kitchen. “How did it go?” he asked. “Okay,” Vera poured herself some water. “Not perfect. But okay.” James came over, hugged her from behind. “She’ll forgive you?” “In time. I hope.” They stood together for a few minutes. Rain streamed down the window in thin lines. Vera watched the water and thought that they’d done things right. Not perfectly, not without losses—but right. James kissed her hair. “We did it,” he said. “Yes,” Vera replied. “We did.” She turned to him, and they simply stood together in their kitchen, in their flat, in the life they’d chosen for themselves.
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