The Last Summer at Home
Michael arrived on Wednesday, just as the afternoon sun began to settle and heated the roof until the tiles crackled. The gate had fallen off its hinges years ago; he stepped over it and paused before the porch. Three steps led upthe bottom one was rotten right through. He tested his weight on the second, gave a gentle push, and went inside.
The air inside was stale, carrying a faint scent of mice. Dust blanketed the windowsills, and a web stretched from the rafter to the old sideboard. Michael pried open a window; the frame gave way with a tussle, letting in the warm aroma of nettles and dry grass from the garden. He walked through all four rooms, composing a mental list: mop the floors, check the fireplace, fix the plumbing in the summer kitchen, toss anything that had rotted. Then call Andrew, Mum, the nieces and nephews. Tell them: Come in August, lets spend a month here like we used to.
Used to was a quarter-century ago, when Dad was still alive and every summer the whole family gathered in this house. Michael remembered making jam in the copper pan, the brothers fetching buckets of water from the well, and Mum reading aloud on the verandah in the evenings. Then Dad died, Mum moved to town with the youngest son, and the house was boarded up. Michael came once a year, checked no one had stolen anything, and left again. But this spring, something had shifted inside him. It felt important to try and bring everyone back. Just once.
The first week he worked alone. He cleaned out the chimney, replaced two porch boards, scrubbed the windows. He drove into Halifax for paint and cement, and arranged for an electrician to look at the wiring. The village council chairman eyed him outside the shop.
Why pour effort into this old pile, Mike? Youll sell it anyway.
Im not selling until autumn, Michael replied, and walked on.
Andrew was first to arrive, Saturday evening, with his wife and two kids. He climbed from his car, gave the garden a once-over, and frowned.
You honestly think we can do a month here?
Three weeks, Michael corrected him. The kids need the fresh air. You do, too.
Theres not even a shower.
Theres a bathhouse. Ill fire it up tonight.
The childrenan eleven-year-old boy and an eight-year-old girlambled towards the swing set that Michael had hung from the old oak yesterday. Andrews wife, Jane, went quietly into the house with her bags. Michael helped unload their things. His brother still looked grumpy but said nothing.
Mum arrived on Monday, brought by a neighbour in his car. She came inside, paused in the sitting room, and sighed.
Everything seems so small, she said quietly. I remembered it as bigger.
You havent been here in thirty years, Mum.
Thirty-two.
She wandered into the kitchen, ran her hand along the countertop.
It was always cold in here. Dad promised to put in central heating, but never got round to it.
Michael heard exhaustion rather than nostalgia in her voice. He poured her tea and settled her on the verandah. She sat gazing into the garden, talking about how hard it was to carry water, how her back ached after laundry, how the neighbours gossiped. Listening, Michael realised this house was less a nest to her, more an old wound.
That evening, after Mum went to bed, Michael and Andrew sat by the fire in the garden. The kids were asleep, Jane read by candlelightelectricity was still only in half the house.
Why are you doing all this? Andrew asked, staring into the flames.
I wanted us all together.
We see each other on holidays.
Its not the same.
Andrew smirked. Mike, youre a dreamer. You reckon if we stick it out here three weeks, well grow closer?
I dont know, Michael admitted. I just wanted to try.
His brother was quiet, then said more gently:
Im glad you started this, honestly. Just dont expect miracles.
Michael didnt. But he couldnt help hoping.
The following days were busy. Michael mended the fence, Andrew helped repair the old sheds roof. The boyBenwas bored at first, but then found some old rods in the shed and spent hours at the river. The girlEmilyhelped her grandmother weed the makeshift garden Michael had scraped out near the southern wall.
One afternoon, while painting the verandah together, Jane suddenly laughed.
Were like a bunch of commune-dwellers!
At least communes had a plan, Andrew grumbled, but he smiled.
Michael noticed the tension slowly melting away. Evenings found them dining at the long verandah table: Mum made soup, Jane baked pies from hand-churned cottage cheese bought from a neighbour. Conversation turned to little things: where to get mosquito netting, whether the grass should be mowed by the window, had anyone fixed the water pump.
But one night, after the children had gone to bed, Mum said, Your father wanted to sell this house. The year before he died.
Michaels hand paused on his mug. Andrew frowned.
Why?
He was tired. Said the house was an anchor. Wanted to move to town, buy a flat near the hospital. I wouldnt have it. I thought this was our legacy, this house. We argued. He never sold, then he died the next year.
Michael set down his mug.
Do you blame yourself?
Im not sure. I just…I got so worn out by the place. Its a constant reminder I insisted, and he never got the rest he wanted.
Andrew leaned back in his chair.
Mum, youve never told us this.
You never asked.
Michael looked at his mother thenstooped, hands gnarled by workand realised the house meant burden, not treasure, to her.
Maybe we shouldve sold it, he said quietly.
Maybe, Mum agreed. But you all grew up here. That means something.
What does it mean?
She met his gaze.
It means you remember what life felt like before everything scattered us.
Michael didnt believe those words right away. But the next day, when he, Andrew, and Ben went to the river and Ben landed his first perch, Michael watched his brother throw an arm around his son and laughgenuinely, unguarded. That evening, listening to his mother tell Emily how, on this very verandah, shed taught their father to read, Michael heard acceptance in her voice, not pain. Maybe, finally, some peace.
Theyd decided to leave on Sunday. The night before, Michael heated up the bathhouse, and everyone piled in for a steam, then tea on the verandah. Ben asked if theyd come back next year. Andrew glanced at Michael but didnt reply.
In the morning, Michael helped load the car. Mum hugged him before they left.
Thank you for inviting me.
I hoped it would be better.
It was. In its own way.
Andrew clapped Michael on the shoulder.
Sell if you want. Im fine with that.
Well see.
The car rattled away and the dust settled on the lane. Michael went back inside. He made a sweep of the rooms, packed up the leftover crockery, took out the rubbish. Then he closed the windows and locked the doors. He dug from his pocket an old iron lock hed found in the shed, and fastened it to the gate. It was heavy and rusty, but strong.
Standing by the fence, Michael looked over the house. The roof straight, the porch sturdy, clean windows. It looked alivebut he knew better. A house only lives when it holds people. For three weeks, it had. Maybe that was enough.
He drove away slowly, watching the roof flash in the rearview mirror until the trees hid it. As he rattled up the potholed road, he thought about calling the estate agent come autumn. For now, thoughhed remember those evenings around the table, Mum laughing at Andrews joke, Ben showing off his catch.
The house had done its job. It brought them together. And that, I suppose, is enough to let go without regret.






